gonewihhewind

故事开始于美国南北关系非常紧张的1861年。

原来任性的思嘉随着战事的吃紧经历着人生的转折。

苦难的生活磨炼着思嘉，但也使她变得冷酷无情，不

择手段。当她明白她的真爱就在她身边时，为时已晚。

瑞德已经决定弃家出走，永远地离开她。而此刻，对

于思嘉来说，生活中的一切光亮都消失了。她只有回

到塔拉庄园这一条出路。她太累了，再也承受不了这

些压力了。

[美]玛格丽特·米切尔（margaremichell）

shesadown，heharshgaslighfallingonherwhie

bewilderedfaceshelookedinoheeyessheknewsowell—and

knewsolile—lisenedohisquievoicesayingwordswhich

afirsmeannohinghiswashefirsimehehadeveralked

oherinhisma

er，asonehumanbeingoanoher，alkedas

oherpeoplealked，wihouflippancy，mockeryorriddles

“didieveroccuroyouhailovedyouasmuchasaman

canloveawoman?lovedyouforyearsbeforeifinallygoyou?during

hewari’dgoawayandryoforgeyou，buicouldn’andi

alwayshadocomebackaferhewaririskedarres，jusocome

backandfindyouicaredsomuchibelieveiwouldhavekilledfrank

ke

edyifhehadn’diedwhenhedidilovedyoubuicouldn’

leyouknowiyou’resobrualohosewholoveyou，scarle

youakeheirloveandholdioverheirheadslikeawhip”

ouofiallonlyhefachahelovedhermeananyhing

ahefainechoofpassioninhisvoice，pleasureandexciemen

crepbackinohershesa，hardlybreahing，lisening，waiing

“iknewyoudidn’lovemewhen1marriedyouiknew

abouashley，youseebu，foolhaiwas，ihoughicould

makeyoucareugh，ifyoulike，buiwanedoakecareof

you，opeyou，ogiveyoueveryhingyouwanediwanedo

marryyouandproecyouandgiveyouafreereininanyhingha

wouldmakeyouhappy—jusasididbo

ieyou’dhadsuch

asruggle，scarlenooneknewbeerhaniwhayou’dgone

hroughandiwanedyouosopfighingandlemefighforyou

iwanedyouopy，likeachild—foryouwereachild，abrave，

frighened，bullheadedchildihinkyouaresillachildnoone

buachildcouldbesoheadsrongandsoinsensiive”hisvoice

wascalmandiredbuherewassomehinginhequaliyofi

haraisedaghosofmemoryinscarle

shehadheardavoicelikehisoncebeforeandasome

ohercrisisofherlifewherehadibeen?hevoiceofaman

facinghimselfandhisworldwihoufeeling，wihouflinching，

wihouhope

why—why—ihadbeenashleyinhewinry，windswep

orchardaara，alkingoflifeandshadowshowswihaired

calmnesshahadmorefinaliyinisimbrehananydesperae

biernesscouldhaverevealedevenasashley’svoicehenhad

urnedhercoldwihdreadofhingshecouldnoundersand，so

nowrhe’svoicemadeherhearsinkhisvoice，hisma

er，

morehanheconenofhiswords，disurbedher，madeher

realizehaherpleasurableexciemenofafewmomensago

hadbeenunimelysomehingwaswrong，badlywrong

whaiwasshedidnoknowbusheliseneddesperaely，

hereyesonhisbrownface，hopingohearwordshawould

dissipaeherfears

“iwassoobvioushaweweremeanforeachoherso

obvioushaiwasheonlymanofyouracquainancewhocould

loveyouaferknowingyouasyoureallyare—hardandgreedy

andunscrupulous，likemeilovedyouandiookhechancei

houghashleywouldfadeouofyourmindbu，”heshrugged，

“iriedeveryhingiknewandnohingworkedandiloved

youso，scarleifyouhadonlyleme，icouldhavelovedyou

asgenlyandasenderlyaseveramanlovedawomanbui

couldn’leyouknow，foriknewyou’dhinkmeweakand

ryousemyloveagainsmeandalways—alwaysherewas

ashleyidrovemecrazyicouldn’siacrossheablefromyou

everynigh，knowingyouwishedashleywassiingherein

mypceandicouldn’holdyouinmyarmsanighandknow

ha—well，idoesn’maernowiwonder，now，whyihur

ha’swhadrovemeobellehereisacerainswinishcomfor

inbeingwihawomanwholovesyouuerlyandrespecsyou

forbeingafinegenleman—evenifsheisanillieraewhorei

soohedmyvaniyyou’veneverbeenverysoohing，mydear”

“oh，rhe”shebegan，miserableaheverymenionof

belle’sname，buhewavedherosilenceandwenon

“andhen，hanighwhenicarriedyouupsairs—ihough—i

hoped—ihopedsomuchiwasafraidofaceyouhenexmorning，

forfeari’dbeenmisakenandyoudidn’lovemeiwassoafraid

you’dughameiwenoffandgodrunkandwhenicame

back，iwasshakinginmyboosandifyouhadcomeevenhalfway

omeeme，hadgivenmesomesign，ihinki’dhavekissedyour

feebuyoudidn’”

“oh，burhe，ididwanyouhenbuyouweresonasy!

ididwanyou!ihink—yes，hamushavebeenwhenifirs

knewicaredabouyouashley—ineverwashappyabouashley

aferha，buyouweresonasyhai—”

“oh，well，”hesaid“iseemswe’vebeenacrosspurposes，

doesn’i?buidoesn’maernowi’monlyellingyou，soyou

won’everwonderabouiallwhenyouweresickandiwasall

myfaul，isoodousideyourdoor，hopingyou’dcallforme，bu