第21章 麦田里的守望者(1)

作者:章华

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 11:52

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本章字节:7558字

hecacherinherye


本书以主人公霍尔顿自叙的语气讲述自己被学校


开除后在纽约城游荡将近两昼夜的经历和感受。霍尔


顿是个个性复杂而又矛盾的青少年的典型。他有一颗


纯洁善良、追求美好生活和崇高理想的童心。他对那


些热衷于女人和酒的人十分反感,对校长的虚伪势利


非常厌恶,看到墙上的下流字眼便愤愤擦去,遇到修


女为受难者募捐就慷慨解囊。他对妹妹菲碧真诚爱护,


百般照顾。可是,愤世嫉俗思想引起的消极反抗,他


抽烟、酗酒、打架、调情,甚至找妓女玩。他认为成


人社会里没有一个人可信,全是“假仁假义的伪君子”。


他看不惯现实社会中的那种世态人情,他渴望的是朴


实和真诚,但遇到的全是虚伪和欺骗,而他又无力改


变这种现状,只好苦闷、彷徨、放纵,最后甚至想逃


离这个现实世界。


[美]杰罗姆·大卫·塞林格(jdsalinger)


oldphoebesaidsomehinghen,buicouldn’hearher


shehadhesideofhermouhrighsmackonhepillow,andi


couldn’hearher


“wha?”isaid“akeyourmouhawayican’hearyou


wihyourmouhhaway”


“youdon’likeanyhingha’shappening”


imademeevenmoredepressedwhenshesaidha


“yesidoyesidosureidodon’sayhawhyhehelldo


yousayha?”


“becauseyoudon’youdon’likeanyschoolsyoudon’


likeamillionhingsyoudon’”


“ido!ha’swhereyou’rewrong—ha’sexaclywhere


you’rewrong!whyhehelldoyouhaveosayha?”isaid


boy,wasshedepressingme


“becauseyoudon’,”shesaid“nameohing”


“ohing?ohingilike?”isaid“okay”


heroublewas,icouldn’concenraeoohosomeimes


i’shardoconcenrae


“ohingilikealoyoumean?”iaskedher


shedidn’answerme,houghshewasinacockeyed


posiionwayhehelloverheohersideofhebedshewas


abouahousandmilesaway“c’mon,answerme,”isaid“one


hingilikealo,orohingijuslike?”


“youlikealo”

“anyway,ilikeinow,”isaid“imeanrighnowsiing


herewihyouandjuschewinghefaandhorsing—”


“haisn’anyhingreally!”


“iissosomehingreally!cerainlyiis!whyhehellisn’i?people


neverhinkanyhingisanyhingreallyi’mgeinggoddam


sickofi”


“sopswearingallrigh,namesomehingelsename


somehingyou’dlikeobelikeascienisorawyeror


somehing”


“icouldn’beascienisi’mnogoodinscience”


“well,awyer—likedaddyandall”


“wyersareallrigh,iguess—buidoesn’appelome,”


isaid“imeanhey’reallrighifheygoaroundsavingi


ocenguy’s


livesallheime,andlikeha,buyoudon’dohakindofsuffif


you’reawyerallyoudoismakealoofdoughandpygolf


andpybridgeandbuycarsanddrinkmarinisandlooklikeahosho


andbesidesevenifyoudidgoaroundsavingguys’


livesandall,howwouldyouknowifyoudidibecauseyoureally


wanedosaveguys’lives,orbecauseyoudidibecausewha


youreallywanedodowasbeaerrificwyer,wiheverybody


sppingyouonhebackandcongrauingyouincourwhen


hegoddamrialwasover,hereporersandeverybody,heway


iisinhedirymovies?howwouldyouknowyouweren’being


aphony?heroubleis,youwouldn’”


i’mnooosureoldphoebeknewwhahehelliwas


alkingabouimeanshe’sonlyalilechildandallbushewas


lisening,aleasifsomebodyaleaslisens,i’snooobad


“daddy’sgoingokillyouhe’sgoingokillyou,”shesaid


iwasn’lisening,houghiwashinkingabousomehing


else—somehingcrazy“youknowwhai’dlikeobe?”isaid“you


knowwhai’dlikeobe?imeanifihadmygoddamchoice?”


“wha?sopswearing”