GRACEBEFOREMEAT

作者:查尔斯·兰姆

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 20:36

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本章字节:24796字

hecusomofsayinggraceamealshad,probably,isorigininheearlyimesofheworld,andhehunersaeofman,whendi


erswereprecarioushings,andafullmealwasmorehanamonblessing;whenabellyfullwasawindfall,andlookedlikeaspecialprovidenceinheshousandriumphalsongswihwhich,aferaseasonofsharpabsinence,aluckybooyofdeersorgoasfleshwouldnaurallybeusheredhome,exised,perhaps,hegermofhemoderngraceiisnooherwiseeasyobeundersood,whyheblessingoffood——heacofeaing——shouldhavehadaparicurexpressionofhanksgivinga


exedoi,disincfromhaimpliedandsilengraiudewihwhichweareexpecedoeneruponheenjoymenofhemanyohervariousgifsandgoodhingsofexisenceiownhaiamdisposedosaygraceuponwenyoheroccasionsinhecourseofhedaybesidesmydi


eriwanaformforseingouuponapleasanwalk,foramoonlighramble,forafriendlymeeing,orasolvedproblemwhyhavewenoneforbooks,hesespiriualrepass——agracebeforemilon——agracebeforeshakspeare——adevoionalexerciseproperobesaidbeforereadinghefairyqueen?——bu,hereceivedriualhavingprescribedheseformsohesoliaryceremonyofmanducaion,ishallconfinemyobservaionsoheexperiencewhichihavehadofhegrace,properlysocalled;mendingmynewschemeforexensionoanicheinhegrandphilosophical,poeical,andperchanceinparhereical,liurgy,nowpilingbymyfriendhomohumanus,forheuseofacerainsnugcongregaionofuopianrabeesianchrisians,nomaerwhereassembled


heformhenofhebenedicionbeforeeainghasisbeauyaapoormansable,orahesimpleandunprovocaiverepassofchildreniisherehaheracebeesexceedinglygracefulheindigenman,whohardlyknowswheherheshallhaveamealhenexdayorno,sisdownohisfarewihapresensenseofheblessing,whichcanbebufeeblyacedbyherich,inowhosemindsheconcepionofwaningadi


ercouldnever,bubysomeexremeheory,haveeneredheproperendoffood——heanimalsusenance——isbarelyconempedbyhemhepoormansbreadishisdailybread,lierallyhisbreadforhedayheircoursesarepere


ial


again,hepinesdieseemshefiesobeprecededbyhegracehawhichisleassimuiveoappeie,leaveshemindmosfreeforforeignconsideraionsamanmayfeelhankful,hearilyhankful,overadishofpinmuonwihurnips,andhaveleisureoreflecuponheordinanceandinsiuionofeaing;whenheshallconfessaperurbaionofmind,inconsisenwihhepurposesofhegrace,ahepresenceofvenisonorurlewhenihavesae(ararushospes)arichmensables,wihhesavourysoupandmessesseaminguphenosrils,andmoiseninghelipsofheguesswihdesireandadisracedchoice,ihavefelheinroducionofhaceremonyobeunseasonablewihheravenousorgasmuponyou,iseemsimperinenoinerposeareligioussenimeniisaconfusionofpurposeomueroupraisesfromamouhhawaersheheasofepicurismpuouhegenlefmeofdevoionheincensewhichrisesroundispagan,andhebellygodinercepsiforhisownheveryexcessofheprovisionbeyondheneeds,akesawayallsenseofproporionbeweenheendandmeanshegiverisveiledbyhisgifsyouaresarledaheinjusiceofreurninghanks——forwha?——forhavingoomuch,whilesomanysarveiisopraisehegodsamiss


ihaveobservedhisawkwardnessfel,scarceconsciouslyperhaps,byhegoodmanwhosayshegraceihaveseeniinclergymenandohers——asorofshame——asenseofhecopresenceofcircumsanceswhichunhallowheblessingaferadevoionalonepuonforafewseconds,howrapidlyhespeakerwillfallinohismonvoice,helpinghimselforhisneighbour,asifogeridofsomeuneasysensaionofhypocrisynohahegoodmanwasahypocrie,orwasnomosconscieniousinhedischargeofheduy;buhefelinhisinmosmindheinpaibiliyofhesceneandheviandsbeforehimwihheexerciseofacalmandraionalgraiude


ihearsomebodyexcim,——wouldyouhavechrisianssidownaable,likehogsoheirroughs,wihourememberinghegiver?no——iwouldhavehemsidownaschrisians,rememberinghegiver,andlesslikehogsorifheirappeiesmusrunrio,andheymuspamperhemselveswihdelicaciesforwhicheasandwesareransacked,iwouldhavehempospoheirbenedicionoafierseason,whenappeieisid;whenhesillsmallvoicecanbeheard,andhereasonofhegracereurns——wihemperaedieandresriceddishesgluonyandsurfeiingarenoproperoccasionsforhanksgivingwhenjeshurunwaxedfa,wereadhahekickedvirgilknewheharpynaurebeer,whenhepuinohemouhofceenoanyhingbuablessingwemaybegraefullysensibleofhedeliciousnessofsomekindsoffoodbeyondohers,houghhaisameanerandinferiorgraiude:buheproperobjecofhegraceissusenance,norelishes;dailybread,nodelicacies;hemeansoflife,andnohemeansofpamperinghecarcasswihwhaframeorposure,iwonder,canaciychapinpronouncehisbenedicionasomegreahallfeas,whenheknowshahissconcludingpiousword——andha,inallprobabiliy,hesacrednamewhichhepreaches——isbuhesignalforsomanyimpaienharpiesomenceheirfoulorgies,wihaslilesenseofruehankfulness(whichisemperance)ashosevirgilianfowl!iiswellifhegoodmanhimselfdoesnofeelhisdevoionsalileclouded,hosefoggysensuousseamsminglingwihandpolluinghepurealarsacrifice


heseveressaireuponfullablesandsurfeisishebanquewhichsaan,inheparadiseregained,providesforaempaioninhewilderness:


aablerichlyspreadinregalmode,


wihdishespiled,andmeasofnoblessor


andsavour;beassofchase,orfowlofgame,


inpasrybuil,orfromhespi,orboiled,


grisamberseamed;allfishfromseaorshore,


fresheorpurlingbrook,forwhichwasdrained


ponus,andlucrinebay,andafriccoas


heemper,iwarranyou,houghhesecaeswouldgodownwihouheremendaoryprefaceofabenedicionheyarelikeoheshorgraceswherehedevilpyshehos——iamafraidhepoewanshisusualdecoruminhispcewashehinkingofheoldromanluxury,orofagaudydayacambridge?hiswasaempaionfierforaheliogabalushewholebanqueisoocivicandculinary,andheacpanimensalogeheraprofanaionofhadeep,absraced,holyscehemighyarilleryofsauces,whichhecookfiendconjuresup,isouofproporionohesimplewansandpinhungerofhegueshehadisurbedhiminhisdreams,fromhisdreamsmighhavebeenaughbeeroheemperaefanasiesofhefamishedsonofgod,whasoroffeasspresenedhemselves?——hedreamedindeed,——


asappeieiswonodream,


ofmeasanddrinks,nauresrefreshmenswee


buwhameas?——


himhough,hebyhebrookofcherihsood,


andsawheravenswihheirhornybeaks


foodoelijahbringing,evenandmorn;


houghravenous,aughoabsainfromwhaheybrough:


hesawheprophealsohowhefled


inohedeser,andhowhereheslep


underajuniper;henhowawaked


hefoundhissupperonhecoalsprepared,


andbyheangelwasbidriseandea,


andaehesecondimeaferrepose,


hesrenghwhereofsufficedhimforydays:


someimes,hawihelijahheparook,


orasagueswihdaniehispulse


nohinginmilonisfinelierfanciedhanheseemperaedreamsofhedivinehungererowhichofhesewovisionarybanques,hinkyou,wouldheinroducionofwhaiscalledhegracehavebeenmosfiingandperinen?


heoreicallyiamnoenemyograces;bupracicallyiownha(beforemeaespecially)heyseemoinvolvesomehingawkwardandunseasonableourappeies,ofoneoranoherkind,areexcellenspursoourreason,whichmighoherwisebufeeblyseabouhegreaendsofpreservingandconinuinghespeciesheyarefiblessingsobeconempedaadisancewihabeinggraiude;buhemomenofappeie(hejudiciousreaderwilpprehendme)is,perhaps,heleasfiseasonforhaexercisehequakerswhogoabouheirbusiness,ofeverydescripion,wihmorecalmnesshanwe,havemoreileoheuseofhesebenedicoryprefacesihavealwaysadmiredheirsilengrace,andhemorebecauseihaveobservedheirapplicaionsohemeaanddrinkfollowingobelesspassionaeandsensualhanoursheyareneihergluonsnorwinebibbersasapeopleheyea,asahorsebolshischophay,wihindifference,calmness,andcleanlycircumsancesheyneihergreasenorslophemselveswheniseeaciizeninhisbibanducker,ica


oimagineiasurplice


iamnoquakeramyfoodiconfessiamnoindifferenohekindsofihoseuncuousmorselsofdeersfleshwerenomadeobereceivedwihdispassionaeservicesihaeamanwhoswallowsi,affecingnooknowwhaheiseaingisuspechisaseinhighermaersishrinkinsincivelyfromonewhoprofessesolikemincedvealhereisaphysiognomicalcharacerinheasesforfoodc——holdshaamanca


ohaveapuremindwhorefusesappledumplingsiamnocerainbuheisrighwihhedecayofmyfirsi


ocence,iconfessalessandlessrelishdailyforhosei


ocuouscaeshewholevegeableribehavelosheirguswihmeonlyisickoasparagus,whichsillseemsoinspiregenlehoughsiamimpaienandquerulousunderculinarydisappoinmens,asoehomeahedi


erhour,forinsance,expecingsomesavourymess,andofindonequieaselessandsapidlessbuerillmeled——hamonesofkichenfailures——pusmebesidemyenour——heauhorofheramblerusedomakeinaricueanimalnoisesoverafavouriefoodwashishemusicquieproperobeprecededbyhegrace?orwouldhepiousmanhavedonebeeroposponehisdevoionsoaseasonwhenheblessingmighbeconempedwihlessperurbaion?iquarrelwihnomansases,norwouldsemyhinfaceagainshoseexcellenhings,inheirway,jolliyandfeasingbuasheseexercises,howeverudable,havelileinhemofgraceorgracefulness,amanshouldbesure,beforehevenuressoogracehem,hawhileheispreendinghisdevoionsoherwhere,heisnosecrelykissinghishandosomegreafish——hisdagon——wihaspecialconsecraionofnoarkbuhefaureenbeforehimgracesarehesweepreludingsrainsohebanquesofangelsandchildren;oheroosandsevererrepassofhecharreuse;oheslender,bunoslenderlyacknowledged,refecionofhepoorandhumbleman:buaheheapedupboardsofhepamperedandheluxuriousheybeeofdissonanmood,lessimedandunedoheoccasion,mehinks,hanhenoiseofhosebeerbefiingorganswouldbe,whichchildrenhearalesof,ahogsnoronwesioolongaourmeals,orareoocuriousinhesudyofhem,oroodisorderedinourapplicaionohem,orengrossoogreaaporionofhosegoodhings(whichshouldbemon)oourshare,obeablewihanygraceosaygraceobehankfulforwhawegraspexceedingourproporionisoaddhypocrisyoinjusicealurkingsenseofhisruhiswhamakesheperformanceofhisduysocoldandspirilessaserviceamosablesinhouseswherehegraceisasindispensableashenapkin,whohasnoseenhaneverseledquesionarise,asowhoshallsayi;whilehegoodmanofhehouseandhevisiorclergyman,orsomeoherguesbelikeofnexauhoriyfromyearsorgraviy,shallbe——bandyingabouheofficebeweenhemasamaerofplimen,eachofhemnounwillingoshifheawkwardburhenofanequivocalduyfromhisownshoulders?


ioncedrankeainpanywihwomehodisdivinesofdifferenpersuasions,whomiwasmyforuoinroduceoeachoherforhefirsimehaeveningbeforehefirscupwashandedround,oneofhesereverendgenlemenpuioheoher,wihallduesolemniy,wheherhechoseosayanyhingiseemsiishecusomwihsomesecariesopuupashorprayerbeforehismealsohisreverendbroherdidnoafirsquieapprehendhim,buuponanexpnaion,wihlilelessimporancehemadeanswer,haiwasnoacusomknowninhischurch:inwhichcoureousevasionheoheracquiescingforgoodma


erssake,orinpliancewihaweakbroher,hesupplemenaryoreagracewaswaivedalogeherwihwhaspirimighnolucianhavepainedwopriess,ofhisreligion,pyinginoeachohershandsheplimenofperformingoromiingasacrifice,——hehungrygodmeanime,doubfulofhisincense,wihexpecannosrilshoveringoverhewofmens,and(asbeweenwosools)goingawayinheendwihouhissupper


ashorformuponheseoccasionsisfelowanreverence;alongone,iamafraid,ca


oescapehechargeofimperinenceidonoquieapproveofheepigrammaicconcisenesswihwhichhaequivocalwag(bumypleasanschoolfellow)cvl,whenimporunedforagraceusedoinquire,firsslylyleeringdownheable,”isherenoclergymanhere?”——significanlyadding,”hankg”nordoihinkouroldformaschoolquieperinen,wherewewereusedoprefaceourbaldbreadandcheesesupperswihapreamble,co


ecingwihhahumbleblessingarecogniionofbenefishemosawfundoverwhelmingoheimaginaionwhichreligionhasooffernonuncilliseralocusirememberwewerepuoioreconcilehephrase”goodcreaures,”uponwhichheblessingresed,wihhefaresebeforeus,wilfullyundersandinghaexpressioninalowandanimalsense,——ilsomeonerecalledalegend,whicholdhowinhegoldendaysofchriss,heyounghospiallerswerewonohavesmokingjoinsofroasmeauponheirnighlyboards,illsomepiousbenefacor,miserainghedecencies,raherhanhepaes,ofhechildren,muedourfleshforgarmens,andgaveus——horrescoreferens——rowsersinseadofmuon


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