AQUAKER'SMEETING.

作者:查尔斯·兰姆

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 20:36

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本章字节:17266字

sillbornsilence!houhaar


floodgaeofhedeeperhear!


offspringofaheavenlykind!


frosohemouh,andhawohemind!


secrecysconfiden,andhe


whomakesreligionmysery!


admiraionsspeakingsongue!


leave,hydesershadesamong,


reverendhermishallowedcells,


wherereireddevoiondwells!


wihhyenhusiasmse,


seizeourongues,andsrikeusdumb!


[foonoe]from”poemsofallsors,”byrichardfleckno,1653

reader,wouldshouknowwharuepeaceandquiemean;wouldshoufindarefugefromhenoisesandcmoursofhemuliude;wouldshouenjoyaoncesoliudeandsociey;wouldshoupossesshedephofhyownspiriinsillness,wihoubeingshuoufromheconsooryfacesofhyspecies;wouldshoubealone,andyeacpanied;soliary,yenodesoe;singur,yenowihousomeokeepheeincounenance;auniinaggregae;asimpleinposie:——ewihmeinoaquakersmeeing


doshoulovesilencedeepasha”beforehewindsweremade?”gonoouinohewilderness,descendnoinoheprofundiiesofheearh;shunouphycasemens;norpourwaxinohelilecellsofhyears,wihlilefaihdselfmisrusingulysses——reirewihmeinoaquakersmeeing


foramanorefrainevenfromgoodwords,andoholdhispeace,iismendable;buforamuliude,iisgreamasery


whaishesillnessofhedeser,paredwihhispce?whaheunmunicaingmuenessoffishes?——herehegoddessreignsandrevels——”boreas,andcesias,andargesesloud,”donowihheirinerconfoundinguproarsmoreaugmenhebrawl——norhewavesofheblownbalicwihheirclubbedsounds——hanheiropposie(silencehersacredself)ismulipliedandrenderedmoreinensebynumbers,andbysympahysheoohahherdeeps,hacallunodeepsnegaioniselfhahaposiivemoreandless;andclosedeyeswouldseemoobscurehegreaobscuriyofmidnigh


herearewounds,whichanimperfecsoliudeca


ohealbyimperfecimeanhawhichamanenjoyehbyhimselfheperfecishawhichhecansomeimesaainincrowds,bunowheresoabsoluelyasinaquakersmeeinghosefirshermisdidcerainlyundersandhisprinciple,whenheyreiredinoegypiansoliudes,nosingly,buinshoals,oenjoyoneanoherswanofconversaionhecarhusianisboundohisbrehrenbyhisagreeingspiriofinmunicaivenessinsecuroccasions,whasopleasanasobereadingabookhroughalongwinerevening,wihafriendsiingby——say,awife——he,orshe,oo,(ifhabeprobable),readinganoher,wihouinerrupion,ororalmunicaion?——canherebenosympahywihouhegabbleofwords?——awaywihhisinhuman,shy,single,shadeandcavernhauningsoliarinessgiveme,maserzimmerman,asympaheicsoliude


opacealoneinhecloisers,orsideaislesofsomecahedral,imesricken;


orunderhangingmounains,


orbyhefalloffounains;


isbuavulgarluxury,paredwihhawhichhoseenjoy,whoeogeherforhepurposesofmoreplee,absracedsoliudehisisheloneliness”obefel”——heabbeychurchofwesminserhahnohingsosolemn,sospirisoohing,ashenakedwallsandbenchesofaquakersmeeingherearenoombs,noinscripions,——


sands,ignoblehings,


dropfromheruinedsidesofkings——


buhereissomehing,whichhrowsaniquiyherselfinoheforeground——silence——heeldesofhings——nguageofoldnigh——primiivediscourser——owhichheinsolendecaysofmoulderinggrandeurhavebuarrivedbyaviolen,and,aswemaysay,u


auralprogression


howreverendisheviewofhesehushedheads,


lookingranquilliy!


nohingploing,noughcaballing,unmischievoussynod!convocaionwihouinrigue!parliamenwihoudebae!whaalessondoshoureadocouncil,andoconsisory——ifmypenreaofyoulighly——ashaplyiwillwander——yemyspirihahhewisdomofyourcusom,whensiingamongyouindeepespeace,whichsomeouwellingearswouldraherconfirmhandisurb,ihavereveredoheimesofyourbegi


ings,andhesowingsofheseedbyfoxanddewesbury——ihavewinessedha,whichbroughbeforemyeyesyourheroicranquilliy,inflexibleoherudejessandseriousviolencesofheinsolensoldiery,republicanorroyalis,senomolesyou——foryesaebewixhefiresofwopersecuions,heoucasandoffscoweringofchurchandpresbyery——haveseenhereelingsearuffian,whohadwanderedinoyourrecepacle,wihheavowedinenionofdisurbingyourquie,fromheveryspiriofhepcereceiveinamomenanewhear,andpresenlysiamongyeasambamidsmbsandirememberedpe


beforehisaccusers,andfoxinhebaildock,wherehewaslifedupinspiri,asheellsus,and”hejudgeandhejurybecameasdeadmenunderhisfee”


reader,ifyouarenoacquainedwihi,iwouldremendoyou,aboveallchurchnarraives,oreadsewelshisoryofhequakersiisinfolio,andisheabsracofhejournalsoffox,andheprimiivefriendsiisfarmoreedifyingandaffecinghananyhingyouwillreadofwesleyandhiscolleagueshereisnohingosaggeryou,nohingomakeyoumisrus,nosuspicionofalloy,nodropordregofheworldlyorambiiousspiriyouwillherereadheruesoryofhamuchinjured,ridiculedman(whoperhapshahbeenabywordinyourmouh,)——jamesnaylor:whadreadfulsufferings,wihwhapaience,heenduredevenoheboringhroughofhisonguewihredhoironswihouamurmur;andwihwhasrenghofmind,whenhedelusionhehadfallenino,whichheysigmaisedforbsphemy,hadgivenwayoclearerhoughs,hecouldrenouncehiserror,inasrainofhebeauifulleshumiliy,yekeephisfirsgrounds,andbeaquakersill——sodifferenfromhepraciceofyourmonconversfromenhusiasm,who,whenheyaposaize,aposaizeall,andhinkheyca


evergefarenoughfromhesocieyofheirformererrors,evenoherenunciaionofsomesavingruhs,wihwhichheyhadbeenmingled,noimplicaed


gehewriingsofjohnwoolmanbyhear;andloveheearlyquakers


howfarhefollowersofhesegoodmeninourdayshavekepoheprimiivespiri,orinwhaproporionheyhavesubsiuedformaliyfori,hejudgeofspiriscanalonedeermineihaveseenfacesinheirassemblies,uponwhichhedovesaevisiblybroodingohersagainihavewached,whenmyhoughsshouldhavebeenbeerengaged,inwhichicouldpossiblydeecnohingbuabnkinaniybuquiewasinall,andhedisposiionounanimiy,andheabsenceofhefierceconroversialworkings——ifhespiriualpreensionshequakershaveabaed,aleasheymakefewpreenceshypocriesheycerainlyareno,inheirpreachingiisseldomindeedhayoushallseeonegeupamongshemoholdforhonlynowandhenarembling,female,generallyancien,voiceisheard——youca


oguessfromwhaparofhemeeingiproceeds——wihalow,buzzing,musicalsound,yingouafewwordswhich”shehoughmighsuihecondiionofsomepresen,”wihaquakingdiffidence,whichleavesnopossibiliyofsupposinghaanyhingoffemalevaniywasmixedup,whereheonesweresofullofenderness,andaresrainingmodesy——hemen,forwhaiobserved,speakseldomer


onceonly,andiwassomeyearsago,iwinessedasampleofheoldfoxianorgasmiwasamanofgiansaure,who,aswordsworhphrasesi,mighhavedanced”fromheadofooequipinironmail”hisframewasofironoobuhewasmalleableisawhimshakealloverwihhespiri——idarenosay,ofdelusionhesrivingsofheouermanwereunuerable——heseemednoospeak,buobespokenfromisawhesrongmanboweddown,andhiskneesofail——hisjoinsallseemedloosening——iwasafigureoseoffagainspaulpreaching——hewordsheueredwerefew,andsound——hewasevidenlyresisinghiswill——keepingdownhisownwordwisdomwihmoremighyeffor,hanheworldsoraorssrainforheirs”hehadbeenawiinhisyouh,”heoldus,wihexpressionsofasoberremorseandiwasnoilllongaferheimpressionhadbegunowearaway,haiwasenabled,wihsomehinglikeasmile,orecallhesrikingincongruiyofheconfusion——undersandingheerminisworldlyaccepaion——wihheframeandphysiognomyofhepersonbeforemehisbrowwouldhavescaredawayheleviies——hejocosrisusque——faserhanhelovesfledhefaceofdisae


a——bywi,eveninhisyouh,iwillbeswornheundersoodsomehingfarwihinhelimisofanallowablelibery


morefrequenlyhemeeingisbrokenupwihouawordhavingbeenspokenbuhemindhasbeenfedyougoawaywihasermon,nomadewihhandsyouhavebeeninhemildercavernsofrophonius;orasinsomeden,wherehafiercesandsavagesofallwildcreaures,heongue,haunrulymember,hassrangelyiniedupandcapiveyouhavebahedwihsillnesswhenhespiriissorefreed,eveniredosicknessofhejanglings,andnonsensenoisesofheworld,whaabalmandasoceiis,ogoandseayourself,foraquiehalfhour,uponsomeundispuedcornerofabench,amonghegenlequakers!


heirgarbandsillnessconjoined,presenanuniformiy,ranquindherdlike——asinhepasure——”foryfeedinglikeone”


heverygarmensofaquakerseemincapableofreceivingasoil;andcleanlinessinhemobesomehingmorehanheabsenceofisconraryeveryquakeressisalily;andwhenheyeupinbandsoheirwhisunconferences,whieningheeaserlysreesofhemeropolis,fromallparsofheuniedkingdom,heyshowlikeroopsofheshiningones