第78章 Twelve(3)

作者:阿道司·赫胥黎

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38

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“iwasoversomerhymes,”heexpined“iwasgivingmyusualcourseofadvancedemoionalengineeringforhirdyearsudenswelvelecures,ofwhichhesevenhisabourhymes’onheuseofrhymesinmoralpropagandaandadverisemen,’obepreciseialwaysillusraemylecurewihaloofechnicalexampleshisimeihoughi’dgivehemonei’djuswrienmyselfpuremadness,ofcourse;buicouldn’resisi”heughed“iwascuriousoseewhaheirreacionswouldbebesides,”headdedmoregravely,“iwanedodoabiofpropaganda;iwasryingoengineerheminofeelingasi’dfelwheniwroeherhymesford!”heughedagain“whaanoucryherewas!heprincipalhadmeupandhreaenedohandmeheimmediaesackl’mamarkedman”


“buwhawereyourrhymes?”bernardasked


“heywereaboubeingalone”


bernard’seyebrowswenup


“i’llreciehemoyou,ifyoulike”andhelmholzbegan:


“yeserday’scommiee,sicks,buabrokendrum,midnighinheciy,fluesinavacuum,shulips,sleepingfaces,everysoppedmachine,hedumbandlieredpceswherecrowdshavebeen:…allsilencesrejoice,weep(loudlyorlow),speak–buwihhevoiceofwhom,idonoknowabsence,say,ofsusan’s,abseneeofegeria’sarmsandrespecivebosoms,lipsand,ah,poseriors,slowlyformapresence;whose?and,iask,ofwhasoabsurdanessence,hasomehing,whichisno,neverhelessshouldpopueempynighmoresolidlyhanhawihwhichwecopue,whyshouldiseemsosqualidly?


well,igavehemhaasanexample,andheyreporedmeoheprincipal”


“i’mnosurprised,”saidbernard“i’sflyagainsallheirsleepeachingremember,hey’vehadaleasaquarerofamillionwarningsagainssoliude”


“iknowbuihoughi’dlikeoseewhaheeffecwouldbe”


“well,you’veseennow”


helmholzonlyughed“ifeel,”hesaid,aferasilence,“ashoughiwerejusbegi


ingohavesomehingowrieabouashoughiwerebegi


ingobeableousehapowerifeeli’vegoinsideme–haexra,enpowersomehingseemsobecomingome”inspieofallhisroubles,heseemed,bernardhough,profoundlyhappy


helmholzandhesavageookooneanoheraoncesocordiallyindeedhabernardfelasharppangofjealousyinallheseweekshehadnevercomeosocloseaninimacywihhesavageashelmholzimmediaelyachievedwachinghem,liseningoheiralk,hefoundhimselfsomeimesresenfullywishinghahehadneverbroughhemogeherhewasashamedofhisjealousyandalernaelymadeefforsofwillandooksomaokeephimselffromfeelingibuheefforswerenoverysuccessful;andbeweenhesomaholidaysherewere,ofnecessiy,inervalsheodiussenimenkeponreurning


ahishirdmeeingwihhesavage,helmholzreciedhisrhymesonsoliude


“whadoyouhinkofhem?”heaskedwhenhehaddone


hesavageshookhishead“lisenohis,”washisanswer;andunlockinghedrawerinwhichhekephismouseeaenbook,heopenedandread:


“lehebirdofloudesyonhesolearabianree,heraldsadandrumpebe…”


helmholzlisenedwihagrowingexciemena“solearabianree”hesared;a“houshriekingharbinger”hesmiledwihsuddenpleasure;a“everyfowlofyranwing”hebloodrushedupinohischeeks;bua“defuncivemusic”heurnedpaleandrembledwihanunprecedenedemoionhesavagereadon:


“properywashusappall’d,haheselfwasnohesame;singlenaure’sdoublenameneiherwonoronewascall’dreasoniniselfconfoundedsawdivisiongrowogeher…”