作者:阿道司·赫胥黎
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38
|本章字节:13332字
“syrupofcorpuslueum,”leninareadhenamesaloud“ovarin,guaraneedfresh:noobeusedaferaugus1s,af632mammarygndexrac:obeakenhreeimesdaily,beforemeals,wihalilewaerpcenin:5ccobeinjecedinravenallyeveryhirdday…ugh!”leninashuddered“howiloaheinravenals,don’you?”
“yesbuwhenheydoonegood…”fa
ywasaparicurlysensiblegirl
ourford–orourfreud,as,forsomeinscruablereason,hechoseocallhimselfwheneverhespokeofpsychologicalmaers–ourfreudhadbeenhefirsorevealheappallingdangersoffamilylifeheworldwasfulloffahers–washereforefullofmisery;fullofmohers–hereforeofeverykindofperversionfromsadismochasiy;fullofbrohers,sisers,uncles,auns–fullofmadnessandsuicide
“andye,amonghesavagesofsamoa,incerainisndsoffhecoasofnewguinea…”
heropicalsunshineylikewarmhoneyonhenakedbodiesofchildrenumblingpromiscuouslyamonghehibiscusblossomshomewasinanyoneofwenypalmhachedhousesinherobriandsconcepionwasheworkofancesralghoss;nobodyhadeverheardofafaher
“exremes,”saidheconroller,“meeforhegoodreasonhaheyweremadeomee”
“drwellssayshaahreemonhs’pregnancysubsiuenowwillmakeallhedifferenceomyhealhforhenexhreeorfouryears”
“well,ihopehe’srigh,”saidlenina“bu,fa
y,doyoureallymeanosayhaforhenexhreemoahsyou’renosupposedo…”
“ohno,dearonlyforaweekorwo,ha’sallishallspendheeveningaheclubpyingmusicalbridgeisupposeyou’regoingou?”
leninanodded
“whowih?”
“henryfoser”
“again?”fa
y’skind,rahermoonlikefaceookonanincongruousexpressionofpainedanddisapprovingasonishmen“doyoumeanoellmeyou’resillgoingouwihhenryfoser?”
mohersandfahers,brohersandsisersbuherewerealsohusbands,wives,loversherewerealsomonogamyandromance
“houghyouprobablydon’knowwhahoseare,”saidmusaphamond
heyshookheirheads
family,monogamy,romanceeverywhereexclusiveness,anarrowcha
ellingofimpulseandenergy
“bueveryonebelongsoeveryoneelse,”heconcluded,ciinghehypnop?dicproverb
hesudensnodded,emphaicallyagreeingwihasaemenwhichupwardsofsixywohousandrepeiionsinhedarkhadmadehemaccep,nomerelyasrue,buasaxiomaic,selfeviden,uerlyindispuable
“buaferall,”leninawasproesing,“i’sonlyaboufourmonhsnowsincei’vebeenhavinghenry”
“onlyfourmonhs!ilikehaandwha’smore,”fa
ywenon,poininganaccusingfinger,“here’sbeennobodyelseexcephenryallhaimehashere?”
leninablushedscarle;buhereyes,heoneofhervoiceremaineddefian“no,herehasn’beenanyoneelse,”sheansweredalmosrucuenly“andijollywelldon’seewhyhereshouldhavebeen”
“oh,shejollywelldoesn’seewhyhereshouldhavebeen,”fa
yrepeaed,ashoughoaninvisiblelisenerbehindlenina’slefshoulderhen,wihasuddenchangeofone,“buseriously,”shesaid,“ireallydohinkyououghobecarefuli’ssuchhorriblybadformogoonandonlikehiswihonemanafory,orhiryfive,iwouldrl’besobadbuayourage,lenina!no,ireallywon’doandyouknowhowsronglyhedhcobjecsoanyhinginenseorlongdrawnfourmonhsofhenryfoser,wihouhavinganoherman–why,he’dbefuriousifheknew…”
“hinkofwaerunderpressureinapipe”heyhoughofi“ipierceionce,”saidheconroller“whaaje!”
hepiercediwenyimesherewerewenypiddlinglilefounains
“mybabymybaby…!”
“moher!”hemadnessisinfecious
“mylove,myoneandonly,precious,precious…”
moher,monogamy,romancehighspurshefounain;fierceandfoamyhewildjeheurgehasbuasingleoulemylove,mybabynowonderhesepoorpremodernsweremadandwickedandmiserableheirworlddidn’allowhemoakehingseasily,didn’allowhemobesane,viruous,happywhawihmohersandlovers,whawihheprohibiionsheywerenocondiionedoobey,whawihheempaionsandhelonelyremorses,whawihallhediseasesandheendlessisoingpain,whawihheuncerainiesandhepovery–heywereforcedofeelsronglyandfeelingsrongly(andsrongly,whawasmore,insoliude,inhopelesslyindividualisoion),howcouldheybesable?
“ofcoursehere’snoneedogivehimuphavesomebodyelsefromimeoime,ha’sallhehasohergirls,doesn’he?”
leninaadmiedi
“ofcoursehedoesrushenryfoserobeheperfecgenleman–alwayscorrecandhenhere’shedirecorohinkofyouknowwhaasickler…”
nodding,“hepaedmeonhebehindhisafernoon,”saidlenina
“here,yousee!”fa
ywasriumphan“hashowswhahesandsforhesricesconvenionaliy”
“sabiliy,”saidheconroller,“sabiliynocivilizaionwihousocialsabiliynosocialsabiliywihouindividualsabiliy”hisvoicewasarumpeliseningheyfelrger,warmer
hemachiurns,urnsandmuskeeponurning–foreveriisdeahifisandssillahousandmillionsscrabbledhecrusofheearhhewheelsbeganourninahundredandfifyyearsherewerewohousandmillionssopallhewheelsinahundredandfifyweekshereareoncemoreonlyahousandmillions;ahousandhousandhousandmenandwomenhavesarvedodeah
wheelsmusurnseadily,buca
ournunendedheremusbemenoendhem,menasseadyashewheelsuponheiraxles,sanemen,obedienmen,sableinconenmen
crying:mybaby,mymoher,myonly,onlylovegroaning:mysin,myerriblegod;screamingwihpain,mueringwihfever,bemoaningoldageandpovery–howcanheyendhewheels?andifheyca
oendhewheels…hecorpsesofahousandhousandhousandmenandwomenwouldbehardoburyorburn
“andaferall,”fa
y’sonewascoaxing,“i’snoashoughherewereanyhingpainfulordisagreeableabouhavingoneorwomenbesideshenryandseeinghayououghobealilemorepromiscuous…”