作者:阿道司·赫胥黎
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38
|本章字节:13346字
“sabiliy,”insisedheconroller,“sabiliyheprimalandheulimaeneedsabiliyhenceallhis”
wihawaveofhishandheindicaedhegardens,hehugebuildingofhecondiioningcenre,henakedchildrenfuriveinheundergrowhorru
ingacrosshewns
leninashookherhead“somehow,”shemused,“ihadn’beenfeelingverykeenonpromiscuiyelyhereareimeswhenonedoesn’haven’youfoundhaoo,fa
y?”
fa
ynoddedhersympahyandundersanding“buone’sgoomakeheeffor,”shesaid,seneniously,“one’sgoopyhegameaferall,everyonebelongsoeveryoneelse”
“yes,everyonebelongsoeveryoneelse,”leninarepeaedslowlyand,sighing,wassilenforamomen;hen,akingfa
y’shand,gaveialilesqueeze“you’requierigh,fa
yasusuali’llmakeheeffor”
impulsearresedspillsover,andhefloodisfeeling,hefloodispassion,hefloodisevenmadness:idependsonheforceofhecurren,heheighandsrenghofhebarrierheuncheckedsreamflowssmoohlydownisappoinedcha
elsinoacalmwellbeingheembryoishungry;dayin,dayou,hebloodsurrogaepumpunceasinglyurnsiseighhundredrevoluionsaminuehedecanedinfanhowls;aonceanurseappearswihaboleofexernalsecreionfeelinglurksinhainervalofimebeweendesireandisconsummaionshorenhainerval,breakdownallhoseoldu
ecessarybarriers
“forunaeboys!”saidheconroller“nopainshavebeensparedomakeyourlivesemoionallyeasy–opreserveyou,sofarashaispossible,fromhavingemoionsaall”
“ford’sinhisflivver,”murmuredhedhc“all’swellwihheworld”
“leninacrowne?”saidhenryfoser,echoingheassisanpredesinaor’squesionashezippeduphisrousers“oh,she’sasplendidgirlwonderfullypneumaici’msurprisedyouhaven’hadher”
“ican’hinkhowiisihaven’,”saidheassisanpredesinaor“icerainlywillahefirsopporuniy”
fromhispceonheopposiesideofhechangingroomaisle,bernardmarxoverheardwhaheyweresayingandurnedpale
“andoellheruh,”saidlenina,“i’mbegi
ingogejusainybiboredwihnohingbuhenryeveryday”shepulledonherlefsocking“doyouknowbernardmarx?”sheaskedinaonewhoseexcessivecasualnesswasevidenlyforced
fa
ylookedsarled“youdon’meanosay…?”
“whyno?bernard’sanalphaplusbesides,heaskedmeogoooneofhesavagereservaionswihhimi’vealwayswanedoseeasavagereservaion”
“buhisrepuaion?”
“whadoicareabouhisrepuaion?”
“heysayhedoesn’likeobsaclegolf”
“heysay,heysay,”mockedlenina
“andhenhespendsmosofhisimebyhimself–alone”herewashorrorinfa
y’svoice
“well,hewon’bealonewhenhe’swihmeandanyhow,whyarepeoplesobeaslyohim?ihinkhe’sraherswee”shesmiledoherself;howabsurdlyshyhehadbeen!frighenedalmos–ashoughshewereaworldconrouerandheagammaminusmachineminder
“consideryourownlives,”saidmusaphamond“hasanyofyoueverencouneredaninsurmounableobsacle?”
hequesionwasansweredbyanegaivesilence“hasanyofyoubeencompelledolivehroughalongimeinervalbeweenheconsciousnessofadesireandisfufilmen?”
“well,”beganoneofheboys,andhesiaed
“speakup,”saidhedhc“don’keephisfordshipwaiing”
“ioncehadowainearlyfourweeksbeforeagirliwanedwoudlemehaveher”
“andyoufelasrongemoioninconsequence?”
“horrible!”
“horrible;precisely,”saidheconroller“ourancesorsweresosupidandshorsighedhawhenhefirsreformerscamealongandofferedodeliverhemfromhosehorribleemoions,heywoudn’haveanyhingodowihhem”
“alkingabouherashoughshewereabiofmea”bernardgroundhiseeh“haveherhere,haveherhere”likemuondegradingherosomuchmuonshesaidshe’dhinkiover,shesaidshe’dgivemeananswerhisweekoh,ford,ford,ford”hewouldhavelikedogoupohemandhiheminheface–hard,againandagain
“yes,ireallydoadviseyouoryher,”henryfoserwassaying
“akeecogenesispfiznerandkawaguchihadgohewholeechniqueworkedoubuwouldhegovernmenslookai?noherewassomehingcalledchrisianiywomenwereforcedogoonbeingviviparous”
“he’ssougly!”saidfa
y
“buiraherlikehislooks”
“andhensosmall”fa
ymadeagrimace;smallnesswassohorriblyandypicallylowcase
“ihinkha’sraherswee,”saidlenina“onefeelsonewouldlikeopehimyouknowlikeaca”
fa
ywasshocked“heysaysomebodymadeamisakewhenhewassillinhebole–houghhewasagammaandpualcoholinohisbloodsurrogaeha’swhyhe’ssosuned”
“whanonsense!”leninawasindignan
“sleepeachingwasacuallyprohibiedinengndherewassomehingcalledliberalismparliamen,ifyouknowwhahawas,passedawagainsiherecordssurvivespeechesabouliberyofhesubjecliberyobeinefficienandmiserablefreedomobearoundpeginasquarehole”
“bu,mydearchap,you’rewelcome,iassureyouyou’rewelcome”henryfoserpaedheassisanpredesinaoronheshoulder“everyonebelongsoeveryoneelse,aferall”
onehundredrepeiionshreenighsaweekforfouryears,houghbernardmarx,whowasaspecialisonhypnop?diasixywohousandfourhundredrepeiionsmakeoruhidios!
“orhecasesysemconsanlyproposed,consanlyrejecedherewassomehingcalleddemocracyashoughmenweremorehanphysicochemicallyequal”
“well,allicansayishai’mgoingoaccephisinviaion”
bernardhaedhem,haedhembuheywerewo,heywererge,heyweresrong
“henineyears’warbeganinaf141”
“noevenifiwererueabouhealcoholinhisbloodsurrogae”
“phosgene,chloropicrin,ehyliodoaceae,diphenylcyanarsine,richlormehyl,chloroformae,dichlorehylsulphidenoomenionhydrocyanicacid”
“whichisimplydon’believe,”leninaconcluded
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