作者:阿道司·赫胥黎
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38
|本章字节:13198字
odd,odd,odd,waslenina’sverdiconbernardmarxsoodd,indeed,hainhecourseofhesucceedingweeksshehadwonderedmorehanoncewhehersheshouldn’changehermindabouhenewmexicoholiday,andgoinseadohenorhpolewihbeniohooverheroublewashasheknewhenorhpole,hadbeenherewihgeorgeedzelonlyssummer,andwhawasmore,foundipreygrimnohingodo,andhehoeloohopelesslyoldfashioned–noelevisionidoninhebedrooms,noscenorgan,onlyhemospuridsynheicmusic,andnomorehanwenyfiveescaorsquashcoursforoverwohundredguessno,decidedlyshecouldn’facehenorhpoleagainaddedowhich,shehadonlybeenoamericaoncebeforeandevenhen,howinadequaely!acheapweekendinnewyork–hadibeenwihjeanjacqueshabibulhorbokanovskyjones?shecouldn’rememberanyhow,iwasofabsoluelynoimporanceheprospecofflyingwesagain,andforawholeweek,wasveryinviingmoreover,foraleashreedaysofhaweekheywouldbeinhesavagereservaionnomorehanhalfadozenpeopleinhewholecenrehadeverbeeninsideasavagereservaionasanalphapluspsychologis,bernardwasoneofhefewmenshekneweniledoapermiforlenina,heopporuniywasuniqueandye,souniquealsowasbernard’soddnesshashehadhesiaedoakei,hadacuallyhoughofriskinghepoleagainwihfu
yoldbenioaleasbeniowasnormalwhereasbernard…
“alcoholinhisbloodsurrogae,”wasfa
y’sexpnaionofeveryeccenriciybuhenry,wihwhom,oneeveningwhenheywereinbedogeher,leninahadraheranxiouslydiscussedhernewlover,henryhadcomparedpoorbernardoarhinoceros
“youcan’eacharhinocerosricks,”hehadexpinedinhisbriefandvigoroussyle“somemenarealmosrhinoceroses;heydon’respondproperlyocondiioningpoordevils!bernard’soneofhemluckilyforhim,he’spreygoodahisjoboherwisehedirecorwouldneverhavekephimhowever,”headdedconsolingly,“ihinkhe’spreyharmless”
preyharmless,perhaps;bualsopreydisquieinghamania,osarwih,fordoinghingsinprivaewhichmean,inpracice,nodoinganyhingaallforwhawasherehaonecoulddoinprivae(apar,ofcourse,fromgoingobed:buonecouldn’dohaallheime)yes,whawashere?preciouslilehefirsafernoonheywenouogeherwasparicurlyfineleninahadsuggesedaswimaoquaycounryclubfollowedbydi
eraheoxfordunionbubernardhoughherewouldbeoomuchofacrowdhenwhaabouaroundofelecromagicgolfasandrew’s?buagain,no:bernardconsideredhaelecromagicgolfwasawaseofime
“henwha’simefor?”askedleninainsomeasonishmen
apparenly,forgoingwalksinhekedisric;forhawaswhahenowproposedndonheopofskiddawandwalkforacoupleofhoursinheheaher“alonewihyou,lenina”
“bu,bernard,weshallbealoneallnigh”
bernardblushedandlookedaway“imean,aloneforalking,”hemumbled
“alking?buwhaabou?”walkingandalking–haseemedaveryoddwayofspendinganafernoon
inheendshepersuadedhim,muchagainshiswill,oflyoveroamserdamoseehesemidemifinalsofhewomen’sheavyweighwreslingchampionship
“inacrowd,”hegrumbled“asusual”heremainedobsinaelygloomyhewholeafernoon;wouldn’alkolenina’sfriends(ofwhomheymedozensinheicecreamsomabarbeweenhewreslingbous);andinspieofhismiseryabsoluelyrefusedoakehehalfgrammeraspberrysundaewhichshepresseduponhim“i’draherbemyself,”hesaid“myselfandnasynosomebodyelse,howeverjolly”
“agrammeinimesavesnine,”saidlenina,producingabrighreasureofsleepaughwisdombernardpushedawayheprofferedgssimpaienly
“nowdon’loseyouremper,”shesaid“rememberonecubiccenimerecuresengloomysenimens”
“oh,forford’ssake,bequie!”heshoued
leninashruggedhershoulders“agrammeisalwaysbeerhanadamn,”sheconcludedwihdigniy,anddrankhesundaeherself
onheirwaybackacrosshecha
el,bernardinsisedonsoppinghispropellerandhoveringonhishelicoperscrewswihinahundredfeeofhewavesheweaherhadakenachangeforheworse;asouhweserlywindhadsprungup,heskywascloudy
“look,”hecommanded
“bui’shorrible,”saidlenina,shrinkingbackfromhewindowshewasappalledbyherushingempinessofhenigh,byhebckfoamfleckedwaerheavingbeneahhem,byhepalefaceofhemoon,sohaggardanddisracedamonghehaseningclouds“le’surnonheradioquick!”shereachedforhediallingknobonhedashboardandurnediarandom
“…skiesareblueinsideofyou,”sangsixeenremoloingfalseos,“heweaher’salways…”
henahiccoughandsilencebernardhadswichedofhecurren
“iwanolookaheseainpeace,”hesaid“onecan’evenlookwihhabeaslynoisegoingon”
“bui’slovelyandidon’wanolook”
“buido,”heinsised“imakesmefeelashough…”hehesiaed,searchingforwordswihwhichoexpresshimself,“ashoughiweremoreme,ifyouseewhaimeanmoreonmyown,nosocompleelyaparofsomehingelsenojusacellinhesocialbodydoesn’imakeyoufeellikeha,lenina?”
buleninawascrying“i’shorrible,i’shorrible,”shekeprepeaing“andhowcanyoualklikehaabounowaningobeaparofhesocialbody?aferall,everyoneworksforeveryoneelsewecan’dowihouanyoneevenepsilons…”
“yes,iknow,”saidbernardderisively“‘evenepsilonsareuseful’!soamiandidamnedwellwishiweren’!”
leninawasshockedbyhisbsphemy“bernard!”sheproesedinavoiceofamazeddisress“howcanyou?”
inadifferenkey,“howcani?”herepeaedmediaively“no,herealproblemis:howisihaican’,orraher–because,aferall,iknowquiewellwhyican’–whawouldibelikeificould,ifiwerefree–noensvedbymycondiioning”
“bu,bernard,you’resayinghemosawfulhings”
“don’youwishyouwerefree,lenina?”