作者:阿道司·赫胥黎
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 11:38
|本章字节:11050字
“diesandgenlemen,”hedirecorrepeaedoncemore,“excusemeforhusinerrupingyourboursapainfulduyconsrainsmehesecuriyandsabiliyofsocieyareindangeryes,indanger,diesandgenlemenhisman,”hepoinedaccusinglyabernard,“hismanwhosandsbeforeyouhere,hisalphaplusowhomsomuchhasbeengiven,andfromwhom,inconsequence,somuchmusbeexpeced,hiscolleagueofyours–orshouldianicipaeandsayhisexcolleague?–hasgrosslyberayedherusimposedinhimbyhishereicalviewsonsporandsoma,byhescandalousunorhodoxyofhissexlife,byhisrefusaloobeyheeachingsofourfordandbehaveouofofficehours,‘evenasalileinfan,’”(herehedirecormadehesignofhe),“hehasprovedhimselfanenemyofsociey,asubverer,diesandgenlemen,ofallorderandsabiliy,aconspiraoragainscivilizaioniselfforhisreasoniproposeodismisshim,odismisshimwihignominyfromheposhehasheldinhiscenre;iproposeforhwihoapplyforhisransferenceoasubcenreofhelowesorderand,hahispunishmenmayservehebesineresofsociey,asfaraspossibleremovedfromanyimporancenreofpopuioninicendhewillhavesmallopporuniyoleadohersasraybyhisunfordlyexample”hedirecorpaused;hen,foldinghisarms,heurnedimpressivelyobernard“marx,”hesaid,“canyoushowanyreasonwhyishouldnonowexecuehejudgmenpasseduponyou?”
“yes,ican,”bernardansweredinaveryloudvoice
somewhaakenaback,busillmajesically,“henshowi,”saidhedirecor
“cerainlybui’sinhepassageonemomen”bernardhurriedohedoorandhrewiopen“comein,”hecommanded,andhereasoncameinandshowediself
herewasagasp,amurmurofasonishmenandhorror;ayounggirlscreamed;sandingonachairogeabeerviewsomeoneupsewoesubesfullofspermaozoabloaed,sagging,andamonghosefirmyouhfulbodies,hoseundisoredfaces,asrangeanderrifyingmonserofmiddleagedness,lindaadvancedinoheroom,coqueishlysmilingherbrokenanddiscolouredsmile,androllingasshewalked,wihwhawasmeanobeavolupuousunduion,herenormoushaunchesbernardwalkedbesideher
“hereheis,”hesaid,poiningahedirecor
“didyouhinkididn’recognizehim?”lindaaskedindignanly;hen,urningohedirecor,“ofcourseiknewyou;omakin,ishouldhaveknownyouanywhere,amongahousandbuperhapsyou’veforgoenmedon’youremember?don’youremember,omakin?yourlinda”shesoodlookingahim,herheadononeside,sillsmiling,buwihasmilehabecameprogressively,infaceofhedirecor’sexpressionofperifieddisgus,lessandlessselfconfiden,hawaveredandfinallywenou“don’youremember,omakin?”sherepeaedinavoiceharembledhereyeswereanxious,agonizedheblochedandsaggingfacewisedgroesquelyinohegrimaceofexremegrief“omakin!”sheheldouherarmssomeonebeganoier
“wha’shemeaning,”beganhedirecor,“ofhismonsrous…”
“omakin!”sheranforward,herbnkerailingbehindher,hrewherarmsroundhisneck,hidherfaceonhisches
ahowlofugherwenupirrepressibly
“…hismonsrouspracicaljoke,”hedirecorshoued
redinheface,heriedodisengagehimselffromherembracedesperaelysheclung“bui’mlinda,i’mlinda”heugherdrownedhervoice“youmademehaveababy,”shescreamedaboveheuproarherewasasuddenandappallinghush;eyesfloaeduncomforably,noknowingwhereolookhedirecorwensuddenlypale,soppedsrugglingandsood,hishandsonherwriss,saringdownaher,horrified“yes,ababy–andiwasismoher”sheflungheobsceniylikeachallengeinoheouragedsilence;hen,suddenlybreakingawayfromhim,ashamed,ashamed,coveredherfacewihherhands,sobbing“iwasn’myfaul,omakinbecauseialwaysdidmydrill,didn’i?didn’i?always…idon’knowhow…ifyouknewhowawful,omakin…buhewasacomforome,allhesame”urningowardshedoor,“john!”shecalled“john!”
hecameinaonce,pausedforamomenjusinsidehedoor,lookedround,hensofonhismoccasinedfeesrodequicklyacrossheroom,fellonhiskneesinfronofhedirecor,andsaidinaclearvoice:“myfaher!”
heword(for“faher”wasnosomuchobsceneas–wihisco
oaionofsomehingaoneremovefromheloahsomenessandmoralobliquiyofchildbearing–merelygross,ascaologicalraherhanapornographicimpropriey);hecomicallysmuywordrelievedwhahadbecomeaquieinolerableensionugherbrokeou,enormous,almoshyserical,pealaferpeal,ashoughiwouldneversopmyfaher–andiwashedirecor!myfaher!ohford,ohford!hawasreallyoogoodhewhoopingandheroaringrenewedhemselves,facesseemedonhepoinofdisinegraion,earsweresreamingsixmoreesubesofspermaozoawereupsemyfaher!
pale,wildeyed,hedirecorgredabouhiminanagonyofbewilderedhumiliaion
myfaher!heugher,whichhadshownsignsofdyingaway,brokeouagainmoreloudlyhaneverhepuhishandsoverhisearsandrushedouofheroom