第15章 出生是人生的起点(7)

作者:舒启全

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类型:文艺·名著

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更新时间:2019-10-06 14:13

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宝钗的人生与宝玉的人生因婚姻而永久地紧紧联系在一起,而黛玉的人生与宝玉的人生因恋爱而紧密地联系在一起。宝黛之恋被扼杀,造成了黛玉之死和宝玉决定削发为僧,终成令人心碎的爱情悲剧。宝钗与宝玉的婚姻用偷梁换柱之计婚配得天衣无缝。尽管宝玉被迫与宝钗结了婚,但他与她志不同,道不合,最后抛弃了她而出了家,造成了他们没有爱情的婚姻悲剧。这就是为什么宝玉、黛玉和宝钗的人生在“红楼梦十二支歌词”的第一歌(除“红楼梦引子”外)“终生误”中都有反映——“都道是金玉良缘,俺只念木石前盟。空对着,山中高士晶莹雪;终不忘,世外仙姝寂寞林。叹人间,美中不足今方信:纵然是齐眉举案,到底意难平。”


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史湘云:史湘云是贾母史家的侄孙女,忠靖侯史鼎的侄女。襁褓中,父母双亡。纵居那绮罗丛,谁知娇养?宝钗说:“湘云在家里一点儿做不得主。他们家嫌费用大,竟不用那些针线上的人,差不多儿的东西都是她们娘儿们动手:为什么这几次她来了,她和我说话儿,见没人在跟前,她就说家里累的慌?我再问她两句家常过日子的话,她就连眼圈儿都红了,嘴里含含糊糊,待说不说的。看她的情景儿,自然从小儿没了父母是苦的。”“上次她告诉我,说在家里做活做到三更天,要是替别人做一点半点儿,那些奶奶太太们,还不受用呢。”


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湘云住在她叔父史鼎家,但她婶母对她不好。难怪她总想到贾府作客。每当她离开贾家时,湘云都是眼泪汪汪,并叫宝玉到跟前悄悄地嘱咐道:“就是老太太想不起我来,你时常提着,好等老太太打发人接我去。”只要湘云一回到贾府大观园,便如鱼得水,就恢复了她那天真活泼、心直口快、无拘无束、古道热肠的天性。


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湘云在大观园有很多表兄弟、表姐妹和宝钗、袭人等朋友,常在一起过得很愉快。因此,当她叔父史鼎又迁委外省大员,不日要带家眷去上任,贾母因舍不得湘云,便留下她,接到家中,原要命凤姐儿另设一处与她住时,她却执意不肯,只要和宝钗一处住。在宝钗、黛玉来荣府之前,湘云曾在贾家寄居过一些时期,和宝玉、袭人已成了儿时好友。黛玉因湘云佩有金麒麟,今忽见宝玉也有麒麟,便恐借此生隙,同湘云也做出那些风流佳事来,因而悄悄走来,见机行事,以察二人之意。不想刚走进来,正听见湘云说“经济”一事,宝玉又说:“林妹妹不说这些混帐话,要说这话,我也和他生分了。”这才解除了黛玉的误解。


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湘云和黛玉处境相同,都父母双亡,寄居贾母门下(贾母是湘云的伯祖母,是黛玉的外祖母),两个都是才女,年轻漂亮,很会写诗,她俩联写的诗“寒塘渡鹤影(湘云写),冷月葬诗魂(黛玉联)”已成了人们不能忘却的千古绝句。但她们对人生的态度和性格特点不同:湘云对人生乐观坚强,黛玉对人生悲观失望。湘云性格开朗,潇洒自如,爱说爱笑,古道热肠,追求一种“是真名士自风流”的人生;黛玉生来体弱多病,素多猜忌,好弄小性儿,多愁善感,说话直率尖刻,追求高于一切(包括她生命)的自由纯洁的爱情。


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湘云因她女婿病着,贾母死后,只来的一次,屈指算是后日送殡,不能不去。又见她女婿的病已成痨症,暂且不妨,只得坐夜前一日过来。想起贾母素日疼她;又想到自己命苦,刚配了一个才貌双全的男人,性情又好,偏偏的得了冤孽症候,不过捱日子罢了;于是更加悲痛,直哭了半夜。宝玉瞅着也不胜悲伤,又不好上前去劝。见她淡妆素服,不敷脂粉,更比未出嫁的时候犹胜几分。至于湘云的婚姻,那是她叔父的主意,头里原好;如今丈夫死于痨病,她立志守寡,也就苦了。


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湘云很年轻就守寡的说法在她《咏白海棠诗》“自是霜娥偏爱冷”句中得到了印证。


她很会写诗,正如黛玉、宝钗一样。据说她最后又嫁给了贾宝玉,听起来很合情合理,在她《对菊》《供菊》的诗句中也有一些暗示。例如《对菊》中,“别圃移来贵比金”暗示她的再婚。诗行“数去更无君傲世,看来惟我有知音”中,是谁如此傲世?倘是宝玉,也就是雪芹,知音之人自是湘云(黛玉已死)。“秋光荏苒休辜负,相对原宜惜寸阴”,正是“黄昏恋”者的共同心声,共同祈盼!在《供菊》中,“弹琴酌酒喜堪俦”暗示他们的幸福生活。


“抛书人对一枝秋。霜清纸帐来新梦,圃冷斜阳忆旧游。”“抛书人”是谁?“新梦”是什么?“旧游”何处?我们认为指的是曹雪芹与《红楼梦》。曹雪芹正是通过写《红楼梦》来“忆”出他们的“旧游”——他们先前的生活(经历),来做出“新梦”——他们的新思想、新追求。“傲世也因同气味”暗指宝玉与湘云共同的“气味”——“傲世”!


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妙玉:妙玉本是苏州人氏,祖上也是读书仕宦之家,因自幼多病,买了许多替身,皆不中用,到底这姑娘入了空门,方才好了,所以带发修行。年方十八岁,法名妙玉。如今父母俱已亡故,身边只有两个老嬷嬷,一个小丫头服侍,文墨也极通,经文也不用学了,模样又极好。因听说“长安”都中有观音遗迹,并贝叶遗文,去年随了师父上来,现在西门外牟尼院住着。他师父极精演先天神数,于去年冬圆寂了。遗言说她:“不宜回乡,在此静候,自有结果。”所以未曾扶灵回去。王夫人听了报告并问道:“这样我们何不接了他来?”林之孝家的回道:“若请他,他说:‘侯门公府,必以贵势压人,我再不去的。’”王夫人道:


“他既是宦家小姐,自然要性傲些。就下个请帖请他何妨?”因此,妙玉被邀请作了大观园内栊翠庵住持。


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贾母带了刘姥姥至栊翠庵来。妙玉相迎进去。然后她亲自捧了一个海棠花式雕漆填金“云龙献寿”的小茶盘,里面放了一个成窑五彩小盖钟,捧与贾母,并说:“这是‘老君眉’。”贾母接了,又问:“是什么水?”妙玉道:“是旧年蠲的雨水。”贾母便吃了半盏,笑着递与刘姥姥,说,“你尝尝这个茶。”刘姥姥便一口吃尽。上茶后妙玉便把宝钗黛玉的衣襟一拉,二人随她出去。宝玉悄悄的随后跟了来。只见妙玉让他们在耳房内,她自向风炉上煽滚了水,另泡了一壶茶。她刚要去取杯,只见道婆收了上面茶盏来,妙玉忙命:


“将那成窑的茶杯别收了,搁在外头去罢。”宝玉会意,知为刘姥姥吃了,她嫌腌罥,不要了。又见妙玉另拿出两只极好的杯来,斟了一杯给宝钗,另一杯给了黛玉,仍将前番自己常日吃茶的那只绿玉斗来斟与宝玉。黛玉因问:“这也是旧年的雨水?”妙玉冷笑道:“你这么个人,竟是大俗人,连水也尝不出来!这是五年前我在玄墓蟠香寺住着,收的梅花上的雪,统共得了那一鬼脸青的花瓮一瓮,总舍不得吃,埋在地下,今年夏天才开了。我只吃过一回,这是第二回了。——你怎么尝不出来?隔年蠲的雨水,那有这样清淳?如何吃得!”


黛玉知她天性怪僻,不好多话,亦不好多坐,吃过茶,便约着宝钗走出来。宝玉和妙玉陪笑说道:“那茶杯虽然腌罥了,白撩了岂不可惜?依我说,不如就给了那贫婆子罢,他卖了也可以度日。你说使得么?”妙玉听了,想了一想,点头说道:“这也罢了。幸而那杯子是我没吃过的;若是我吃过的,我就砸碎了也不能给他。你要给他,我也不管,你只交给他,快拿了去罢。”宝玉道:“自然如此。你那里和他说话去?越发连你都腌罥了。只交给我就是了。”妙玉便命人拿来递给宝玉。宝玉接了,又道:“等我们出去了,我叫几个小么儿来河里打几桶水来洗地如何?”妙玉笑道:“这更好了。只是你嘱咐他们,抬了水,只搁在山门外头墙根下,别进门来。”宝玉道:“这是自然的。”说着,便袖着那杯,递给贾母屋里的小丫头拿着,说:“明日刘姥姥家去,给他带去罢。”交代明白,贾母已经出来要回去,妙玉亦不甚留,送出山门,回身便将门闭了。正如歌“世难容”所说:“却不知好高人愈妒,过洁世同嫌。”


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妙玉在宝玉生日那天打发个妈妈送来贺卡,上面写着:“槛外人妙玉恭肃遥叩芳辰。”


宝玉竟不知回帖上回个什么字样才与“槛外人”相配。当他看见岫烟时,忙问:“姐姐那里去?”岫烟笑道:“我找妙玉说话。”宝玉听了,诧异说道:“他为人孤癖,不合时宜,万人不入他目,原来他推重姐姐,竟知姐姐不是我们一流俗人!”岫烟笑道:“他也未必真心重我,但我和他做过十年的邻居,只一墙之隔:他在蟠香寺修炼,我家原来寒素,赁房居住,就赁了他庙里的房子,住了十年,无事到他庙里去作伴,我所认得的字,都是承他所授;我和他又是贫贱之交,又有半师之分。因我们投亲去了,闻得他因不合时宜,权势不容,竟投到这里来。如今又两缘凑合,我们得遇,旧情竟未改易,承他青目,更胜当日。”宝玉听了,恍如听了焦雷一般,喜得笑道:“如今遇见姐姐,真是天缘凑合,求姐姐指教。”说着便将拜帖取与岫烟看。岫烟笑道:“他这脾气竟不能改,竟是生成这等放诞诡僻了。从来没见拜帖上下别号的:这可是俗语说的‘僧不僧,俗不俗,女不女,男不男,成个什么理数!”宝玉听说,忙笑道:“姐姐不知道,他原不在这些人中里……因取了我是个些微有知识的,方给我这帖子。”岫烟听了宝玉这话,方笑道:“怪道俗话说的,‘闻名不如见面’,又怪不的妙玉竟下这帖子给你,又怪不的上年竟给你那些梅花。既连他这样,少不得我告诉你原故。”他常说,古人中,皆无好诗,只有两句好:“纵有千年铁门槛,终须一个土馒头。”所以他自称“槛外之人”。你如今只下“槛内人”,便合了他的心了。“嗳哟”了一声,宝玉方笑道:“姐姐就请,让我去写回帖。”宝玉在帖上只写“槛内人宝玉熏沐谨拜”几字,亲自拿了到栊翠庵,只隔门缝儿投进去,便回来了。


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myfamilywaspoor,andwelivedforenyearsinahouserenedfromhenu


ery;soiofenweninoseeherwheniwasfree,andshe’sheonewhoaughmeallhecharacersiknowaparfrombeingfriendsinpovery,shewashalfmyeacherooaferwehadlefhenu


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forahousandyearsyoumayhaveanironhreshold,buheendmusbeamoundofearh”


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宝玉轻轻地掀帘进去时,妙玉和惜春正在下棋。宝玉一面与妙玉施礼,一面又笑问道:


“妙公轻易不出禅关,今日何缘下凡一走?”妙玉听了,忽然把脸一红,也不答言,低了头,自看那棋。惜春还要下子,妙玉半日说道:“再下罢。”便起身理理衣裳,重新坐下,痴痴地问着宝玉道:“你从何处来?”宝玉想道:“或是妙玉的机锋。”转红了脸,答应不出来。惜春也笑道:“二哥哥,这什么难答的?你没有听见人家常说的,‘从来处来’么?


这也值得把脸红了,见了生人的似的!”妙玉听了这话,想起自家,心上一动,脸上一热,必然也是红的,倒觉不好意思起来。因站起来说道:我来得久了,要回庵里去了。惜春知妙玉为人,也不深留,送出门口。妙玉笑道:“久已不来这里,弯弯曲曲的,回去的路头都要迷住了。”宝玉道:“这倒要我来指引指引。何如?”妙玉道:“不敢,二爷前请。”于是二人别了惜春,走近潇湘馆,忽听得叮咚之声。妙玉道:“那里的琴声?”宝玉道:“想必是林妹妹那里抚琴呢。咱们去看他。”妙玉道:“从古只有听琴,再没有看琴的。”宝玉笑道:“我原说我是个俗人。”说着,二人走至潇湘馆外,在山子石上坐着静听,甚觉音调清切。当黛玉又歇了歇,妙玉道:“刚才‘侵’字韵是第一叠,如今‘扬’字韵是第二叠了。


咱们再听。”他们听了另一节后,妙玉道:“何忧思之深也!”宝玉道:“我虽不懂得,但听他声音,也觉得过悲了。”里头又调了一回弦。妙玉道:“君弦太高了,与无射律只怕不配呢。”妙玉听了,呀然失色道:“如何忽作变徵之声!音韵可裂金石矣!只是太过。”宝玉道:“太过便怎么?”妙玉道:“恐不能持久。”正议论时,听得君弦“嘣”的一声断了。妙玉站起来连忙就走。宝玉道:“怎么样?”妙玉道:“日后自知,你也不必多说。”


竟自走了。弄得宝玉满肚疑团,没精打采的归至怡红院中。


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asdaiyupausedagain,miaoyuremarked,“hefirssanzausedheqinrhymehesecondheyangrhyme


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