作者:吴文智
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 10:16
|本章字节:11608字
aroseformissemily
williamfaulkner
whenmissemilygriersondied,ourwholeownwenoherfuneral:hemenhroughasorofrespecfulaffecionforafallenmonumen,hewomenmoslyouofcuriosiyoseeheinsideofherhouse,whichnoonesaveanoldmanservan—acombinedgardenerandcook—hadseeninaleasenyears
iwasabig,squarishframehousehahadoncebeenwhie,decoraedwihcuposandspiresandscrolledbalconiesinheheavilylighsomesyleofhesevenies,seonwhahadoncebeenourmosselecsreebugaragesandcoonginshadencroachedandoblieraedevenheaugusnamesofhaneighborhood;onlymissemily’shousewaslef,lifingissubbornandcoqueishdecayabovehecoonwagonsandhegasolinepumps—aneyesoreamongeyesoresandnowmissemilyhadgoojoinherepresenaivesofhoseaugusnameswhereheyyinhecedarbemusedcemeeryamongherankedandanonymousgravesofunionandconfederaesoldierswhofellahebaleofjefferson
alive,missemilyhadbeenaradiion,aduy,andacare;asorofherediaryobligaionuponheown,daingfromhadayin1894whencolondsaroris,hemayor—hewhofaheredheedichanonegrowomanshouldappearonhesreeswihouanapron—remiedheraxes,hedispensaiondaingfromhedeahofherfaheroninoperpeuiynohamissemilywouldhaveaccepedchariycolonelsarorisinvenedaninvolvedaleoheeffechamissemily’sfaherhadloanedmoneyoheown,whichheown,asamaerofbusiness,preferredhiswayofrepayingonlyamanofcolonelsaroris’generaionandhoughcouldhaveinvenedi,andonlyawomancouldhavebelievedi
whenhenexgeneraion,wihismoremodernideas,becamemayorsandaldermen,hisarrangemencreaedsomeliledissaisfaciononhefirsofheyearheymailedheraaxnoicefebruarycame,andherewasnoreplyheywroeheraformalleer,askingherocallahesheriff’sofficeaherconvenienceaweekerhemayorwroeherhimself,offeringocallorosendhiscarforher,andreceivedinreplyanoeonpaperofanarchaicshape,inahin,flowingcalligraphyinfadedink,oheeffechashenolongerwenouaallheaxnoicewasalsoenclosed,wihoucommen
heycalledaspecialmeeingofheboardofaldermenadepuaionwaieduponher,knockedahedoorhroughwhichnovisiorhadpassedsincesheceasedgivingchinapaininglessonseighorenyearsearlierheywereadmiedbyheoldnegroinoadimhallfromwhichasairwaymounedinosillmoreshadowismelledofdusanddisuse—aclose,danksmellhenegroledheminoheparloriwasfurnishedinheavy,leahercoveredfurniurewhenhenegroopenedheblindsofonewindow,heycouldseehaheleaherwascracked;andwhenheysadown,afaindusrosesluggishlyabouheirhighs,spi
ingwihslowmoesinhesinglesunrayonaarnishedgileaselbeforehefirepcesoodacrayonporraiofmissemily’sfaher
heyrosewhensheenered—asmall,fawomaninbck,wihahingoldchaindescendingoherwaisandvanishinginoherbel,leaningonanebonycanewihaarnishedgoldheadherskeleonwassmallandspare;perhapshawaswhywhawouldhavebeenmerelyplumpnessinanoherwasobesiyinhershelookedbloaed,likeabodylongsubmergedinmoionlesswaer,andofhapallidhuehereyes,losinhefayridgesofherface,lookedlikewosmallpiecesofcoalpressedinoalumpofdoughasheymovedfromonefaceoanoherwhilehevisiorssaedheirerrand
shedidnoaskhemosishejussoodinhedoorandlisenedquielyunilhespokesmancameoasumblinghalhenheycouldhearheinvisiblewachickingaheendofhegoldchain
hervoicewasdryandcold“ihavenoaxesinjeffersoncolonelsarorisexpinediomeperhapsoneofyoucangainaccessoheciyrecordsandsaisfyyourselves”
“buwehaveweareheciyauhoriies,missemilydidn’yougeanoicefromhesheriff,signedbyhim?”
“ireceivedapaper,yes,”missemilysaid“perhapsheconsidershimselfhesheriffihavenoaxesinjefferson”
“buhereisnohingonhebooksoshowha,youseewemusgobyhe—”
“seecolonelsarorisihavenoaxesinjefferson’’
”bu,missemily—“
”seecolonelsaroris“(colonelsarorishadbeendeadalmosenyears)”ihavenoaxesinjeffersonobe!“henegroappeared,”showhesegenlemenou“
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soshevanquishedhem,horseandfoo,jusasshehadvanquishedheirfahershiryyearsbeforeabouhesmellhawaswoyearsaferherfaher’sdeahandashorimeaferhersweehear—heonewebelievedwouldmarryher—haddeseredheraferherfaher’sdeahshewenouverylile;aferhersweehearwenaway,peoplehardlysawheraallafewofhedieshadheemeriyocall,buwerenoreceived,andheonlysignoflifeabouhepcewashenegroman—ayoungmanhen—goinginandouwihamarkebaske
“jusasifaman—anyman—couldkeepakichenproperly,”hediessaid;soheywerenosurprisedwhenhesmelldevelopediwasanoherlinkbeweenhegross,eemingworldandhehighandmighycriersons
aneighbor,awoman,compinedohemayor,judgesevens,eighyyearsold
“buwhawillyouhavemedoaboui,madam?”hesaid
“why,sendherwordosopi,”hewomansaid,“isn’hereaw?”