第40章 献给爱米丽的一朵玫瑰威廉·福克纳(1)

作者:吴文智

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 10:16

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whenmissemilygriersondied,ourwholeownwenoherfuneral:hemenhroughasorofrespecfulaffecionforafallenmonumen,hewomenmoslyouofcuriosiyoseeheinsideofherhouse,whichnoonesaveanoldmanservan—acombinedgardenerandcook—hadseeninaleasenyears


iwasabig,squarishframehousehahadoncebeenwhie,decoraedwihcuposandspiresandscrolledbalconiesinheheavilylighsomesyleofhesevenies,seonwhahadoncebeenourmosselecsreebugaragesandcoonginshadencroachedandoblieraedevenheaugusnamesofhaneighborhood;onlymissemily’shousewaslef,lifingissubbornandcoqueishdecayabovehecoonwagonsandhegasolinepumps—aneyesoreamongeyesoresandnowmissemilyhadgoojoinherepresenaivesofhoseaugusnameswhereheyyinhecedarbemusedcemeeryamongherankedandanonymousgravesofunionandconfederaesoldierswhofellahebaleofjefferson


alive,missemilyhadbeenaradiion,aduy,andacare;asorofherediaryobligaionuponheown,daingfromhadayin1894whencolondsaroris,hemayor—hewhofaheredheedichanonegrowomanshouldappearonhesreeswihouanapron—remiedheraxes,hedispensaiondaingfromhedeahofherfaheroninoperpeuiynohamissemilywouldhaveaccepedchariycolonelsarorisinvenedaninvolvedaleoheeffechamissemily’sfaherhadloanedmoneyoheown,whichheown,asamaerofbusiness,preferredhiswayofrepayingonlyamanofcolonelsaroris’generaionandhoughcouldhaveinvenedi,andonlyawomancouldhavebelievedi


whenhenexgeneraion,wihismoremodernideas,becamemayorsandaldermen,hisarrangemencreaedsomeliledissaisfaciononhefirsofheyearheymailedheraaxnoicefebruarycame,andherewasnoreplyheywroeheraformalleer,askingherocallahesheriff’sofficeaherconvenienceaweekerhemayorwroeherhimself,offeringocallorosendhiscarforher,andreceivedinreplyanoeonpaperofanarchaicshape,inahin,flowingcalligraphyinfadedink,oheeffechashenolongerwenouaallheaxnoicewasalsoenclosed,wihoucommen


heycalledaspecialmeeingofheboardofaldermenadepuaionwaieduponher,knockedahedoorhroughwhichnovisiorhadpassedsincesheceasedgivingchinapaininglessonseighorenyearsearlierheywereadmiedbyheoldnegroinoadimhallfromwhichasairwaymounedinosillmoreshadowismelledofdusanddisuse—aclose,danksmellhenegroledheminoheparloriwasfurnishedinheavy,leahercoveredfurniurewhenhenegroopenedheblindsofonewindow,heycouldseehaheleaherwascracked;andwhenheysadown,afaindusrosesluggishlyabouheirhighs,spi


ingwihslowmoesinhesinglesunrayonaarnishedgileaselbeforehefirepcesoodacrayonporraiofmissemily’sfaher


heyrosewhensheenered—asmall,fawomaninbck,wihahingoldchaindescendingoherwaisandvanishinginoherbel,leaningonanebonycanewihaarnishedgoldheadherskeleonwassmallandspare;perhapshawaswhywhawouldhavebeenmerelyplumpnessinanoherwasobesiyinhershelookedbloaed,likeabodylongsubmergedinmoionlesswaer,andofhapallidhuehereyes,losinhefayridgesofherface,lookedlikewosmallpiecesofcoalpressedinoalumpofdoughasheymovedfromonefaceoanoherwhilehevisiorssaedheirerrand


shedidnoaskhemosishejussoodinhedoorandlisenedquielyunilhespokesmancameoasumblinghalhenheycouldhearheinvisiblewachickingaheendofhegoldchain


hervoicewasdryandcold“ihavenoaxesinjeffersoncolonelsarorisexpinediomeperhapsoneofyoucangainaccessoheciyrecordsandsaisfyyourselves”


“buwehaveweareheciyauhoriies,missemilydidn’yougeanoicefromhesheriff,signedbyhim?”


“ireceivedapaper,yes,”missemilysaid“perhapsheconsidershimselfhesheriffihavenoaxesinjefferson”


“buhereisnohingonhebooksoshowha,youseewemusgobyhe—”


“seecolonelsarorisihavenoaxesinjefferson’’


”bu,missemily—“


”seecolonelsaroris“(colonelsarorishadbeendeadalmosenyears)”ihavenoaxesinjeffersonobe!“henegroappeared,”showhesegenlemenou“


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soshevanquishedhem,horseandfoo,jusasshehadvanquishedheirfahershiryyearsbeforeabouhesmellhawaswoyearsaferherfaher’sdeahandashorimeaferhersweehear—heonewebelievedwouldmarryher—haddeseredheraferherfaher’sdeahshewenouverylile;aferhersweehearwenaway,peoplehardlysawheraallafewofhedieshadheemeriyocall,buwerenoreceived,andheonlysignoflifeabouhepcewashenegroman—ayoungmanhen—goinginandouwihamarkebaske


“jusasifaman—anyman—couldkeepakichenproperly,”hediessaid;soheywerenosurprisedwhenhesmelldevelopediwasanoherlinkbeweenhegross,eemingworldandhehighandmighycriersons


aneighbor,awoman,compinedohemayor,judgesevens,eighyyearsold


“buwhawillyouhavemedoaboui,madam?”hesaid


“why,sendherwordosopi,”hewomansaid,“isn’hereaw?”