作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-08 09:59
|本章字节:8298字
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ofhisshuers,andhehadneverbeeninbed,and,inhopelessindifferenceofmind,washinkinghahecoulddowihouhehourorwoofres,whichwasallhaheshouldbeableoakebeforehesirofdailybourbeganagain,hedoorofhisroomopened,andhismohersoodhere,dressedasshehadbeenhedaybeforeshehadneveridherselfdownoslumberanymorehanheheireyesme
heirfaceswerecoldandrigid,andwan,fromlongwaching
moher!whyarenoyouinbed?
sonjohn,saidshe,doyouhinkicansleepwihaneasymind,whileyoukeepawakefullofcare?youhavenooldmewhayourroubleis;busoreroubleyouhavehadhesemanydayspas
radeisbad
andyoudread
idreadnohing,repliedhe,drawinguphishead,andholdingiereciknownowhanomanwillsufferbymehawasmyanxiey
uhowdoyousand?shallyouwillibeafailure?herseadyvoiceremblinginanunwonedma
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oafailureimusgiveupbusiness,buipayallmenimighredeemmyselfiamsorelyemped
how?oh,john!keepupyournameryallrisksforhahowredeemi?
yaspecuionofferedome,fullofrisk;bu,ifsuccessful,pcingmehighabovewaermark,sohanooneneedeverknowhesraiiaminsill,ififails
andififails,saidshe,advancing,andyingherhandonhisarm,hereyesfullofeagerlighsheheldherbreahohearheendofhisspeech
honesmenareruinedbyarogue,saidhegloomilyasisandnow,mycrediors,moneyissafeeveryfarhingofi;buidon knowwhereofindmyownimaybeallgone,andipe
ilessahismomenherefore,iismycrediorsmoneyhaishouldrisk
uifisucceeded,heyneedneverknowisisodesperaeaspecuion?iamsureiisno,oryouwouldneverhavehoughofi
ifisucceeded
ishouldbearichman,andmypeaceofconsciencewouldbegone!
why!youwouldhaveinjurednoone
o;buishouldhaverunheriskofruiningmanyformyownpalryaggrandisemenmoher,ihavedecided!youwon muchgrieveoverourleavinghishouse,shallyou,dearmoher?
o!buohaveyouoherhanwhayouarewillbreakmyhearwhacanyoudo?
ealwayshesamejohnhornoninwhaevercircumsances;endeavouringodorigh,andmakinggreablunders;andhenryingo
bebraveinseingoafreshbuiishard,moherihavesoworkedandp
edihavediscoverednewpowersinmysiuaionooeandnowallisoveriamoooldobeginagainwihhesameheariishard,moher
heurnedawayfromher,andcoveredhisfacewihhishands
ican hink,saidshe,wihgloomydefianceinherone,howicomesabouhereismyboygoodson,jusman,enderhearandhefailsinallheseshismindupon:hefindsawomanolove,andshecaresnomoreforhisaffecionhanifhehadbeenanycommonman;hebours,andhisbourcomesonoughoherpeopleprosperandgrowrich,andholdheirpalrynameshighanddryaboveshame
shameneverouchedme,saidhe,inalowone:bushewenon
isomeimeshavewonderedwherejusicewasgoo,andnowidon believehereissuchahinginheworld,nowyouarecomeohis;you,myownjohnhornon,houghyouandimaybebeggarsogehermyowndearson!
shefelluponhisneck,andkissedhimhroughherears
moher!saidhe,holdinghergenlyinhisarms,whohassenmemyloinlife,bohofgoodandofevil?
sheshookherheadshewouldhavenohingodowihreligionjushen