作者:伊丽莎白·盖斯凯尔
|类型:都市·校园
|更新时间:2019-10-06 10:05
|本章字节:13420字
andihoughialwayshoughhapapahadoldyouaboui
o!heneverdidbuwhaaboui,margare?
iwanoellyouofsomehingididhawasverywrong,abouhaime,saidmargare,suddenlylookingupahimwihherclearhoneseyesioldalie;andherfacebecamescarle
rue,hawasbadiown;nobuwhaihaveoldapreyroundnumberinmylife,noallindownrighwords,asisupposeyoudid,buinacions,orinsomeshabbycircumlocuoryway,leadingpeopleeiherodisbelieveheruh,orbelieveafalsehoodyouknowwhoishefaheroflies,margare?well!agreanumberoffolk,hinkinghemselvesverygood,haveoddsorsofco
exionwihlies,lefhandmarriages,andsecondcousinsonceremovedheainingbloodoffalsehoodrunshroughusallishouldhaveguessedyouasfarfromiasmospeoplewha!crying,child?nay,nowwellnoalkofi,ifiendsinhiswayidaresayyouhavebeensorryfori,andhayouwon doiagain,andislongagonow,andinshoriwanyouobeverycheerful,andnoverysad,hisevening
margarewipedhereyes,andriedoalkabousomehingelse,busuddenlyshebursouafresh
please,mrbell,lemeellyouabouiyoucouldperhapshelpmealile;no,nohelpme,buifyouknewheruh,perhapsyoucouldpumeorighshaisnoi,aferall,saidshe,indespairanobeingableoexpressherselfmoreexaclyasshewished
mrbellswholema
erchanged ellmeallaboui,child,saidhe
isalongsory;buwhenfredcame,mammawasveryill,andiwasundonewihanxiey,andafraid,oo,haimighhavedrawnhiminodanger;andwehadanarmjusaferherdeah,fordixonmesome
oneinmilonamancalledleonardswhohadknownfred,andwhoseemedoowehimagrudge,oraanyraeobeempedbyherecollecionofherewardofferedforhisapprehension;andwihhisnewfrigh,ihoughihadbeerhurryofffredolondon,where,asyouwouldundersandfromwhawesaidheohernigh,hewasogooconsulmrle
oxasohischancesifhesoodherialsowehais,heandi,wenoherailwaysaion;iwasoneevening,andiwasjusgeingraherdusk,busilllighenoughorecogniseandberecognised,andwewereooearly,andwenouowalkinafieldjuscloseby;iwasalwaysinapanicabouhisleonards,whowas,iknew,somewhereinheneighbourhood;andhen,whenwewereinhefield,helowredsunlighjusinmyface,someonecamebyonhorsebackinheroadjusbelowhefieldsylebywhichwesoodisawhimlookame,buididnoknowwhoiwasafirs,hesunwassoinmyeyes,buinaninsanhedazzlewenoff,andisawiwasmrhornon,andwebowed,
andhesawfrederickofcourse,saidmrbell,helpingheronwihhersory,ashehough
yes;andhenahesaionamancameupipsyandreelingandheriedocolrfred,andoverbancedhimselfasfredwrenchedhimselfaway,andfelloverheedgeofhepform;nofar,nodeep;noabovehreefee;buoh!mrbell,somehowhafallkilledhim!
howawkwardiwashisleonards,isupposeandhowdidfredgeoff?
oh!hewenoffimmediaelyaferhefall,whichweneverhoughcouldhavedohepoorfellowanyharm,iseemedsoslighaninjury
henhedidnodiedirecly?
o!noforwoorhreedaysandhenoh,mrbell!nowcomeshebadpar,saidshe,nervouslywiningherfingersogeherapoliceinspecorcameandaxedmewihhavingbeenhecompanionofheyoungman,whosepushorblowhadoccasionedleonardsdeah;hawasafalseaccusaion,youknow,buwehadnoheardhafredhadsailed,hemighsillbeinlondonandliableobearresedonhisfalsecharge,andhisideniywihhelieuenanhale,accusedofcausinghamuiny,discovered,hemighbesho;allhisfshedhroughmymind,andisaidiwasnomeiwasnoaherailwaysaionhanighiknewnohingabouiihadnoconscienceorhoughbuosavefrederick
isayiwasrighishouldhavedohesameyouforgoyourselfinhoughforanoherihopeishouldhavedohesame
o,youwouldnoiwaswrong,disobedien,faihlessahaveryimefredwassafelyouofengnd,andinmyblindnessiforgoha
herewasanoherwinesswhocouldesifyomybeinghere
who?
mrhornonyouknowhehadseenmecloseohesaion;wehadbowedoeachoher
well!hewouldknownohingofhisrioabouhedrunkenfellowsdeahisupposeheinquirynevercameoanyhing
o!heproceedingsheyhadbegunoalkabouonheinquesweresoppedmrhornondidknowallabouihewasamagisrae,andhefoundouhaiwasnohefallhahadcausedhedeahbunobeforeheknewwhaihadsaidoh,mrbell!shesuddenlycoveredherfacewihherhands,asifwishingohideherselffromhepresenceofherecollecion
didyouhaveanyexpnaionwihhim?didyoueverellhimhesrong,insincivemoive?
heinsincivewanoffaih,andcluchingaasinokeepmyselffromsinking,saidshebierly o!howcouldi?heknewnohingoffrederickopumyselforighsinhisgoodopinion,wasioellhimofhesecresofourfamily,involving,asheyseemedodo,hechancesofpoorfredericksenireexculpaion?fredsswordshadbeenoenjoinmeokeephisvisiasecrefromallyousee,papaneverold,evenyouno!icouldbearheshameihoughicouldaleasididbearimrhornonhasneverrespecedmesince
herespecsyou,iamsure,saidmrbell obesure,iaccounsalileforbuhealwaysspeaksofyouwihregardandeseem,houghnowiundersandcerainreservaionsinhisma
er
margaredidnospeak;didnoaendowhamrbellwenonosay;losallsenseofibyandbyshesaid:
willyouellmewhayoureferoabou eservaionsinhisma
erofspeakingofme?
oh!simplyhehasa
oyedmebynojoininginmypraisesofyou
likeanoldfool,ihoughhaeveryonewouldhavehesameopinionsasihad;andheevidenlycouldnoagreewihmeiwaspuzzledaheimebuhemusbeperplexed,ifheaffairhasneverbeeninheleasexpinedherewasfirsyourwalkingouwihayoungmaninhedark