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作者:萨·约翰尼

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类型:都市·校园

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更新时间:2019-10-06 20:08

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本章字节:24882字

“youneverdidkeepyourpromise,”meilinsaidsuddenlycaldwellmoschokedonhisfood


iwasdefinielyonewayobreakheiceandshewasbegi


ingogeunforablewihheinensiyofcaldwell’ssareasmuchascaldwelldidn’wanoadmini,meilinhadurnedouobeevenmorearacivehanwhenshewasaeenagerherfeaureswerealosronger,moreinenseherbodywaslihelikeaballedancerwihwellonedmusclesherfacewasalomoreassuredonigh,shewaswearingasraplessopwhicholdanyonewhocaredolookhashespenaloofimeinhegymandhedojoshehadwideeleganshouldersandapacmidriffaperingoffoaslimwaishereyeshadn’changedmuchheywereslighlydarkerinhesubduedlighofhevienameseresauranlocaedasone’shrowfromshekobeach


caldwellknewhadeepinsidehehopedhahismemoriesofherwerenomanufacuredbyhydrahefoundidifficulokeephiseyesawayfromherface,willingherobeeransparensohahecouldseehroughherwhaeverhehadfelforherinhosememoriesofallhoseyearsagowassillflowingbelowhesurfacelikeprecipiaioninawaerable


“i’salongsoryoneionlyfoundoumyselflesshanforyeighhoursago”


“soyoukeepsayingi’mlisening,”meilinsaidsimplyherewasalookofinenseemoionalpainonherface,hekindhahadbeenpainsakinglyburiedonlyohaveirelucanlydugupagainherhinpinklipswerepursedhereyeshadurnedinopoolsofsquidink,opaqueandoallyunreadablewassheacing,bolseringheperceivedauheniciyofhisrecenlyacquiredmemoriesofher?


“heruhisidon’knowwhahappenedomeaferhedayimeyouyouseeihadmymemoryerasedbyhydrasixyearsago”caldwellpausedfordramaiceffecandosudyherreacion


“youdon’expecmeobelievehadoyou?hydradoesn’dohosekindsofhingsaanyrae,hereisnodaaofhisinyourfile”wasshekeepinguphepreences,oeingheofficialline?


“andhameansididn’happen,righ?youwillbesurprisedihinkyouwillbelievemebyheimeiamfinished,”caldwellsaidwihhinlyveiledsarcasm


“ok,goon”herewasaspecerofincreduliyinhereyesbuididn’looklikeihadanysayingpowercaldwellfelhaheicehadbeensomewhabrokenandhewouldbeableomakesomeprogressinmakingherbelievehimye,hewasanyhingbupcenhecouldnorusher


“asfarasiwasawareiknewnohingaboufoulerorhydraunilyeserdaymorningwheniwenohedockndsomeeahackerfriendiknewonlyasglyphunilhen,glyphhadbeenanonlineassociaeonlywehadnevermeinhefleshifiwasn’forglyph,andheworkhahepassedonome,iwouldsillbesleepingroughunderwaerloobridge”


“youweresleepingrough?”


“yeah,ahomelessmunebelowwaerloobridgeheauhoriiesurnedablindeyewelivedoffhesreeserribleimesbumadesomelifelongfriends”


“howdidyouenduphere?”herewassomehingcaldwellrecognizedasempahyinhereyes


“ruhis,iwokeuponedayandhereiwasheareabelowwaerloobridgehasarepuaionasapceoabandonunwanedinfansandiguessfolkswhohavehadheirmemorieserasedbasically,unwanedmembersofhehumanracewhohesysemca


obringiselfomurderincoldblood”


“nowonder”


“nowonderwha?”


“nowonderi’vebeensomiserablemosofheseyears”


“howdoyoumean?”


“foundiimpossibleobehappyfellikeahugeparofmewasmissingidon’knowwhy,buihadafeelingyouweresufferingbeforehepassedaway,ioldmygrandfaheraboumeeingyousoonaferhadayheaskedmeoellhimasmuchasiknewabouyouioldhimeveryhingiknew,whichwasalosincei’dbeeninlovewihyouforyearsbeforewemehadayousideheschoolievengoafriendogemeaprinouofyourschoolrecordsmygrandfaherisarainedforuellerandfengshuimaserhesaidyouwouldfindmuchsufferinginlondonbuwillonlyfindpeaceandhappinesswhenyoureurnhomeonewchinawhenyouneverconacedmeiguessedyouweresillinlondon”


wasn’sheyingionabihick,allhissuffaboubeingunhappy?shelookedperfeclyokohim


“iwishnowihadconacedyouicouldhavesavedmyselfaloofhasslebyjusquiingheagencyandingbackhere”


“iwanedofindyoububyheimeigoyourfamily’sphonenumberfromheschoolrecords,youweregoneandyourparen’shouseoncaineroadwasalreadyupforsale,accordingoheproperyagenwhopickeduphephone”


“ahrighhehousefoulerdidn’sayawordabouha?whadoyouknowaboufouler?”


“hydraglobalheadofoperaionsinhisyouhhewasoneofhemosinfamousphreakersoeverwalkhefaceofheearhhisfore,apparenly,wasobringdownenireelemunicaionsworks,unilheauhoriiescaughupwihhimandmadehimanofferhecouldn’refusedidsomeimeinareeducaionfaciliyandjoinedhydrasoonaferwardsins&dquiearesumeinfac,hydraisnowprobablyhisownpersonaloperaionhekeepshenameforheinernaionalrecogniionfacorandhefachaiopenscerainhighleveldoorsisuspechaheumbrelagencycuhydraloosealongimeagoandnowiisfundedwihfouler’sownmoney”


“ineresingaloofhingsarebegi


ingomakesenseanyway,wherewasi?righ,iwasmeeingwihglyphinapubwhenhesewojapaneseyakuzahugssaredakingshosausglyphgohiimanagedobreakouhewindowonohesreehejapanesewerejusabouokillmeorkidnapme,whoknows,whenhisbckelecriclimopullsupandiambundledininsideisfoulerheellsmehissoryabouhowiusedobesomehoshoins&dbusomehowgrewaconscienceandhreaenedoouheagency,opublishisdarkessecresincyberspacehesaidheagencyhadnochoicebuowipemymemorycleananddumpmeonhesreeiendedupunderwaerloobridgeabousixyearsagowihlileornomemoryofmypas”


“isee”


“inhelimofoulerellsmewhaihadsuspecedearlier,hahejapanesewereaferhiscusomconsole,whichwassenomebyonekenzoyamamoo,adealerininformaionsomesayhewasinodaabckmail”


“whydidhisyamamoosendhisconsoleoyou?”


“ahehub,esseniallyahackerbulleinboardiwasamemberof,hewasoneofourbiggescliens”


“andhowdidyougofromsleepingroughunderwaerloobridgeohehub?”meilinwassillnobuyinghesorypleely


“herewereafewlowlevelhackersinwaerloowhousedorerieveoldpuerparsfromcorporaegarbagedumpsandrebuildworkingmachinesheydidhisomakealiving,resoldhepuersafleamarkesandhelikeoccasionallysomeonefoundsomevaluabledaaresidinginsecorsonhosediscardedharddrivesanyway,oneofhoseguysgavemehisbaseaddresswhileweweregoinghroughhejunk,saidicouldfindhackingjobshereificouldeachmyselfhowodoiaheime,iwasryingopuogeherapuericouldacuallyuseihadnoideawhyihadhisinsaiableneedobuildonebuinheendididandiurnedouihadapropensiyforhehingsihadnoideaaheimenow,iknowwhysoevenuallygoomessaginghisguyonhebaseandwekindofsaredanonlinefriendshiparoundhaimeisaredhackingheunionsysemsinabidofindouaboumypasbuialwayscameupbnkafewmonhser,igoaccepedinohehubanddiscoveringhisnewworldpersuadedmeoryandbreakouofheviciouscycleofwaerloobridgeafercloseofouryearshereandmakesomekindofalifeformyselfiseupanofficialbaseascconlineinvesigaionsmyforewasofindmissingpeoplebuialsodidoherjobshaweninograyererrioriesaferalmosayearofborrowingpowerandco


eciviyfrompublicinfrasrucurebelongingobohunionelecricandunionele,imadeenoughmoneyoleavewaerloobridgeisaredgoingwhereverheworkwasinheunion,anwerp,maasrich,vdivosokhenglyphpickedupaclienwhohadenoughworkogoaroundandsoonweweredoingquiewellforourselvesevenhoughglyphasheownerofhehubookhelion’ssharehaclienwaskenzoyamamooasihappenedkenzoneededsomejobshaglyphcouldn’deliveronandhereferredhimomeaferaloofrigmaroleesablishinghaiwasrusworhy,isareddoingheoddjobforhimwihsomesuccessunibounineweeksago,hisprojecskepmeinenougheurocredioberegurlyholedupincapsulehoelsaroundheunion”


“so,whahappenednineweeksago?”


“igoananonymousjobhroughhehubosealheprivaebankingclienlisofhesumiomobankinokyo,pleewihaccounnumbers,passwords,credihisoryandsoonhisislowlevelwork,sufficanusuallydowihmyeyesclosedye,herunwasapleefailureihadinrusiondeecionbosfollowingmeallhewaybackoheunionimanagedoavoiddeecion,buinexplicablynewsofhefailedrunwaspropagaedalloverheunionhackerbulleinboardshegeneralgiswashaihadpromisedhesecuriyofhehubandhelivelihoodsofhehackersibecamepersonanongraaworkdriedup,”


“andkenzowasbehindhewholehing?”


“god,youaresharpididn’realizeaheimebuifoundoufromheconsole,fromheavaarkenzorecordedbeforehedied,hahehadbeenbehindiall”


“andheconsole?howdidieinoyourpossession?”


“yeserdayishowsupinheposwihkenzo’scallingcardhesaysi’llneediforanupingmissionyoucanimagine,hissoundedlikehebigdealiwasanopporuniyosoplivinginfoampaddedpsiclockershacounedyourlifedownbyheminueandiamru


ingouofcrediwaiingforkenzoosurfaceagainwhenglyphmessagesmewemeeandheellsmekenzoisdeadandheyakuzashowupryingorerieveheconsoleandprobablydispachmeomymakerhenfoulershowsupsayinghehashekeyomypasheisaclevermanheunlocksenoughwihheseriggershehasinhispockeomakemerememberhadaywhenheunofficiallyhiredme,hesamedayimeyouandeveryclichéofhongkongyoucaneverhinkofifihelphemonhismissionodiscoverhefuncionofheconsoleicanhavemypasback,ajobahydra”


“hemadeyouanofferyoucouldn’refuse”


“basicallyandonhepneigeabunchofoldmemoriesreacivaedjuswhaineedforhismission”


“ha’slikemnemonicbckmail”


“concisewayofpuingiyeah!”


“soyousillcan’rememberwhyyounevermessagedme?”


“haparofmymemoryislockedupalhoughisuspeciwasanearlierprocedureahydrahawipedcerainmemoriesihinkfoulermayhaveerasedsomeofmypreviousmemoriesofhongkongwhenijoinedhydraifwedon’findhischineseworkiwillprobablybelockedupforever”


“ihinkyoucandoiyoualwayshadalen,evenaschool”


“sohowdidyouendupahydra?coincidence?”caldwelskedheriwashisurnodeliverhespanishinquisiion


“iguesslefhongkonginernaionalschoondreadaisudiesasinghuauniversiyinbeijingiwashedohinghen,osudyinchinaaferall,hongkongwasbuashadowofisformerselfandyoungpeoplelookednorhwardsforheircareers,culurefix,inspiraionandeveryhingelsedon’knowwhyichosepuerssubliminally,iamsureihadsomehingodowihyouiwasawayofmakingupforhefachaihadprobablylosconacwihyouforeveranyway,ifoundouiwaspreyokaionceigoovermyiniialprejudicehapuerswereboringandaikindofpusahumanspinonpuingsohawasineresingoneday,owardsheendofmyfinalyear,iwassiinginacoffeeshopnearhesanliundiplomaicareainbeijing’schaoyangdisricreadingsomeboringbooko


euralworkswhenargemanwihsrawcoloredblondehairsrikesupaconversaion”


“dewie”


“yeshesaidneuralworkswereveryineresingaskedmewhaiwasdoingioldhimiwasabouograduaewihadegreeinarificialinelligenceanddidn’knowwhaiwasgoingodowihiheaskedifiwouldlikeheopporuniyoworkonsomeofheworld’sleadingsysemsheaskedaloofquesionsaboumyfamilybackgroundandwaspleasedwhenioldhimherewasonlymeandmygranddad,reivelyrecenmainndmigransohongkongparensweredead,hreegrandparensdeadandmeanonlychildaloofessfollowedinhongkongbubasicallywihinsixmonhsofhecoffeeshopencounergranddadandiwereunionciizensandiwasworkingforhydrafirsherewasinensephysicalraininginokyoandhenaheseminaryheniwasbackohongkongsaredoffpushingaloofpaper,henbecameananalyswriingreporsonemergingechnologyrendsinnewchina,moslymiliaryreed”


“haisineresing,”caldwellsaid


“nonearlyasamazingasyoursoryiamsorryyouhadosuffersomuchyoumusreallyhaefoulerandhereiwasbeingangrywihyouihadnorighiwasaskingoomuchofyoufromasingleencouner”


“asinglespecialencouner,”caldweldded,noknowingwherehewasgoingwihhis


“yesbuhawasmanyyearsago”


“rue”


“andhingschange”


“heohingwecanallbecerainofischange”


“sorue”


“soareyoumarried?boyfriend?”caldwellvenured,emboldenedbyhedirecionofheirconversaion


“ifhacouns,youweremyfirsandonly”


“sorryohearha”


“ha’sokiwasmychoiceenirelyandiamsillyoungifiguredcareerfirsmanyyounggirlsinasiadoadophisapproach,preferringodealwihaffairsofhehearaferheyhavesoredouheircareerssowhaabouyou?”


“ihaveafriendingreaerlondoncalledkawhoiamverycloseobunolikeagirlfriendwearemorelikebroherandsisershekindofsavedmylifeonceiguesshesedays,reionshipsarealmosimpossiblepeopleareooplex,herepercussionsoomany”


“ruewell,i’sgeingeshouldwegehebill?wesarbrighandearlyomorrow”


caldwellhadnocredisohelemeilinselehebilndheywalkedbackinsilencealongshekoroadohesoundofwavescrashingonhebeachbelow